{"id":2830,"date":"2026-05-22T01:51:45","date_gmt":"2026-05-21T21:51:45","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/zirve.info.az\/?p=2830"},"modified":"2026-05-22T01:51:45","modified_gmt":"2026-05-21T21:51:45","slug":"sevmek-v%c9%99-sevilmek-%c9%99n-boyuk-d%c9%99y%c9%99rdir","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/zirve.info.az\/?p=2830","title":{"rendered":"SEVM\u018fK v\u0259 SEV\u0130LM\u018fK \u2013 \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck d\u0259y\u0259rdir\u2026"},"content":{"rendered":"
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Bu d\u00fcnyada he\u00e7 kims\u0259nin yan\u0131nda dilim g\u00f6d\u0259k, g\u00f6z\u00fcm k\u00f6lg\u0259li olmad\u0131m, \u00f6z \u015f\u0259xsiyy\u0259tim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, ruhum \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn.<\/strong><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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\u015e\u0259xsiyy\u0259t b\u00fct\u00f6vl\u00fcy\u00fc tam ba\u015fqa bir nem\u0259tdir. \u018fg\u0259r birini sevdims\u0259, b\u00fct\u00f6v anlamda ruhumla, m\u0259n\u0259viyyat\u0131mla, t\u0259mizliyiml\u0259, al\u0131na\u00e7\u0131ql\u0131\u011f\u0131mla sevib d\u0259y\u0259r verdim. M\u0259n sevgiy\u0259 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 inand\u0131m, o m\u0259nim h\u0259yatda t\u0259k ba\u015f\u0131na ayaq \u00fcst\u0259 dimdik durma\u011f\u0131ma s\u0259b\u0259b oldu.<\/strong><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Pul m\u0259nim \u00f6mr\u00fcmd\u0259 \u0259n sonda b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 he\u00e7 yeri olmayan bir yerd\u0259dir. M\u0259n insanlar\u0131 insan olduqlar\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259 qiym\u0259tl\u0259ndirir\u0259m. D\u00fcnyada \u0259n qiym\u0259tli ba\u015f ucal\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131, m\u0259n\u0259viyyat\u0131m\u0131, \u015f\u0259xsiyy\u0259timi ucada da\u015f\u0131d\u0131m, da\u015f\u0131y\u0131ram, da\u015f\u0131yacam. \u0130st\u0259r c\u00fct, ist\u0259rs\u0259 d\u0259 t\u0259k. H\u0259yat iki barmaq aras\u0131ndan \u00e7ox dar g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr.<\/strong><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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V\u0259 m\u0259n \u0259d\u0259biyyat incisi olaraq qalacam. He\u00e7 n\u0259 v\u0259 he\u00e7 k\u0259s toxunulmazl\u0131\u011f\u0131ma toxuna bilm\u0259z. Kim olursa, olsun. Can yolda\u015f\u0131m, i\u015f yolda\u015f\u0131m, yol yolda\u015f\u0131m, \u0259d\u0259biyyat yolda\u015f\u0131m. M\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 ba\u015f \u0259ydim.<\/strong><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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C\u0259mi \u00fc\u00e7 kitab\u0131m i\u015f\u0131q \u00fcz\u00fc g\u00f6rd\u00fc, ikisini atam \u00e7ap etdirdi birini d\u0259 \u00f6z maa\u015f\u0131mla \u00f6z\u00fcm. H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 demi\u015f\u0259m deyir\u0259m ki, m\u0259n\u0259viyyat\u0131m\u0131 he\u00e7 bir \u015fey\u0259 qurban verm\u0259r\u0259m, verm\u0259dim, verm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259m. M\u0259n q\u0259l\u0259min, ruhun, varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n, \u0259b\u0259diliyin tam\u0131yam. Sevginin d\u0259y\u0259rin, \u015f\u0259fq\u0259tin, m\u0259n\u0259viyyat\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fcy\u0259m, \u00f6z\u0259yiy\u0259m. T\u0259k\u0259m, t\u0259nhayam, amma g\u00fcc\u00fcm aln\u0131m\u0131n a\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131, ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131n dikliyidir.<\/strong><\/div>\n
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B\u00fct\u00fcn \u00e7irkinlikl\u0259rd\u0259n ruhumun \u0259z\u0259m\u0259tin\u0259 s\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131ram. \u0130nsan\u0131 yaln\u0131z \u00f6z\u00fc yax\u0131ndan tan\u0131ya bilir. Yax\u015f\u0131 ki, \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc bu q\u0259d\u0259r ali d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259d\u0259 tan\u0131y\u0131ram, yeti\u015fdirmi\u015f\u0259m. V\u0259 bu \u00e7irkabl\u0131 c\u0259miyy\u0259tin i\u00e7ind\u0259 diri, t\u0259miz, saf, d\u0259yan\u0259tli, diray\u0259tli qalm\u0131\u015fam. \u00c7ox \u00e7\u0259tin \u00f6mr\u00fcm olub, amma varl\u0131\u011f\u0131ma, var olan birc\u0259 ovuc n\u0259f\u0259sim\u0259 h\u0259r k\u0259sin, h\u0259r \u015feyin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda \u015f\u00fckr\u00fcm t\u00fck\u0259nm\u0259yib.<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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\u0130man\u0131m, yaln\u0131z qazand\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u015feyl\u0259rd\u0259 ali v\u0259 \u00f6zd\u00fcr.<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Atam h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 bu misal\u0131 \u00e7\u0259k\u0259rdi: “Qu\u015fa s\u00fcd qism\u0259t olsa, \u00f6z anas\u0131ndan olard\u0131.” M\u0259ni he\u00e7 n\u0259 xo\u015fb\u0259xt etm\u0259di, yaln\u0131z i\u00e7imd\u0259ki, \u00f6zg\u00fcrc\u0259 ucalan sevgid\u0259n ba\u015fqa. M\u0259n sevm\u0259kd\u0259n he\u00e7 bir zaman yorulmayacam. Sevilm\u0259k d\u0259y\u0259rdir, o d\u0259y\u0259r yoxdursa, onu m\u0259cbur kimd\u0259ns\u0259, n\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 almaq olmur.<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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\u018fn \u0259sas\u0131 qoltuqalt\u0131 olmamaqd\u0131r, i\u015fin, c\u0259miyy\u0259tin, insanlar\u0131n, pulun, pulsuzlu\u011fun qoltuqalt\u0131s\u0131… M\u0259nim yer \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 \u0259n \u00e7ox sevilm\u0259y\u0259 ehtiyac\u0131m oldu, normal qaydada t\u0259bii ki, o da olmad\u0131sa, n\u0259 etm\u0259li, \u00f6z\u00fcn \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc sevib d\u0259y\u0259rl\u0259ndirm\u0259lis\u0259n dey\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm. Bir \u015feyin mahiyy\u0259ti d\u0259y\u0259rsizdirs\u0259, y\u00fcz il \u00e7abalasan da d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259 bilm\u0259zs\u0259n. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 insan \u00f6z \u00e7\u0259kisini, varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 h\u0259qiqi m\u0259nada tan\u0131y\u0131b, tamamlamal\u0131d\u0131r.<\/div>\n
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M\u0259n d\u0259 bu saatda yuxudan oyan\u0131b bu s\u0259tirl\u0259ri yaz\u0131ram, etiraf edir\u0259m \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fc. <\/strong><\/div>\n
Barmaqlar\u0131m h\u0259l\u0259 ki, i\u015fl\u0259yir. <\/strong><\/div>\n
Sevgid\u0259 v\u0259 h\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259n i\u00e7d\u0259nlik d\u0259y\u0259rind\u0259 qal\u0131n.<\/strong><\/div>\n
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\u00d6m\u00fcr \u00e7ox q\u0131sad\u0131r, m\u0259n h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131n ziqzaqlar\u0131nda n\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 ki, \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc v\u0259 sevdiyim \u015feyl\u0259ri ya\u015fay\u0131ram, n\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 ruhuna qurban olduqlar\u0131m m\u0259ni bu i\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259tiribl\u0259r deyir\u0259m. Ucal ruhum, s\u0259n ucasan, s\u0259nin sevdikl\u0259rin d\u0259 ucad\u0131r, s\u0259ni sevm\u0259y\u0259nl\u0259rin d\u0259 ucad\u0131r… Qoy bel\u0259c\u0259 olsun, bu da ke\u00e7\u0259r.<\/strong><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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T\u0259k idin, t\u0259k qal, amma uca qal, g\u00f6yl\u0259rin i\u015f\u0131q s\u0259lt\u0259n\u0259ti olan \u0259b\u0259diyy\u0259t car\u00e7\u0131s\u0131. H\u0259r \u015feyin f\u00f6vq\u00fcnd\u0259 haqqa yeri, \u00f6mr\u00fcm…<\/strong><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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G\u00dcLNAR\u018f \u0130SRAF\u0130L,
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M\u00fc\u0259llifi\u00a0v\u0259\u00a0r\u0259hb\u0259ri<\/em><\/strong><\/span><\/div>\n
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