{"id":2820,"date":"2026-05-18T02:35:24","date_gmt":"2026-05-17T22:35:24","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/zirve.info.az\/?p=2820"},"modified":"2026-05-18T02:35:24","modified_gmt":"2026-05-17T22:35:24","slug":"zerengiz-sixli-muxtelif-taleler-alin-yazisi-hekay%c9%99","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/zirve.info.az\/?p=2820","title":{"rendered":"Z\u018fR\u018fNG\u0130Z \u015eIXLI: \u201cM\u00dcXT\u018fL\u0130F\u00a0 TALEL\u018fR \u2013 ALIN YAZISI\u201d (Hekay\u0259)"},"content":{"rendered":"

\u00dc\u00e7 bac\u0131n\u0131n \u2013 Almaz, \u015eahnaz, Solmaz\u0131n \u201cAl\u0131n yaz\u0131s\u0131\u201d – \u201cTale\u201d-l\u0259ri\u201d haqq\u0131nda:<\/strong><\/em><\/span><\/p>\n

Z\u0259ngin z\u0259kal\u0131, d\u0259rin d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259li, qay\u011f\u0131ke\u015f, mehriban, m\u0259rh\u0259m\u0259tli, i\u015fg\u00fczar v\u0259 insanlarla m\u00fcnasib\u0259td\u0259 \u00e7ox n\u0259zak\u0259tli olan, \u00fc\u00e7 bac\u0131n\u0131n \u0259n g\u0259z\u0259li \u015eahnaz xan\u0131m\u0131n taleyi \u0259yani olaraq h\u0259qiqi ger\u00e7\u0259klikdir.<\/p>\n

Onun atas\u0131 \u015eahbaz b\u0259y, \u00f6z\u00fc il\u0259 bir sinifd\u0259 oxuyan G\u00fclnaz xan\u0131m\u0131 sev\u0259r\u0259k ail\u0259 qurmu\u015fdur. M\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t xass\u0259sinin ist\u0259yini \u00f6d\u0259y\u0259n, Sevgi x\u00fcsusiyy\u0259tinin f\u0259aliyy\u0259ti \u0259sas\u0131nda qurduqlar\u0131 ail\u0259 xo\u015fb\u0259xt say\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n

\u00dc\u00e7 \u00f6vlad ata-anas\u0131, h\u0259r ikisi \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc xo\u015fb\u0259xt hesab edirdi. \u00c7\u00fcnki, \u00f6z ist\u0259kl\u0259rin\u0259 nail olmu\u015f ail\u0259 sahibi idil\u0259r. Biri-birind\u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l \u00fc\u00e7 q\u0131zlar\u0131 olmu\u015fdur. Biri o birind\u0259n 3 ya\u015f f\u0259rqli olan- \u015eahnaz, Almaz v\u0259 Solmaz bac\u0131lar\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u015eahbaz b\u0259y m\u00fchasib v\u0259zif\u0259sind\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. N\u00fcmun\u0259vi ail\u0259 ba\u015f\u00e7\u0131s\u0131 say\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131. C\u0259miyy\u0259td\u0259 v\u0259 xalq aras\u0131nda b\u00f6y\u00fck h\u00f6rm\u0259t qazanm\u0131\u015f alic\u0259nab insan kimi tan\u0131n\u0131rd\u0131. O, q\u0131zlar\u0131 il\u0259 n\u0259f\u0259s al\u0131rd\u0131. \u018fn \u00e7ox ilk \u00f6vlad\u0131 \u015eahnaz q\u0131z\u0131 il\u0259 sevinir, \u0259zizl\u0259yir, onunla h\u0259ms\u00f6hb\u0259t olurdu.<\/p>\n

G\u00fclnaz xan\u0131m \u00f6z ana v\u0259zif\u0259sini \u00f6d\u0259yir, evdarl\u0131qla m\u0259\u015f\u011ful olmaqla yana\u015f\u0131, d\u0259rzilik edirdi. Tan\u0131yan, bil\u0259n, qohum-\u0259qr\u0259ba, qon\u015fular v\u0259 dem\u0259k olar ki, ham\u0131 bu ail\u0259y\u0259 v\u0259 ail\u0259d\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l q\u0131zlara h\u0259s\u0259d apar\u0131rd\u0131. \u015eahnaz m\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259 ged\u0259nd\u0259, birinci z\u0259ngi o \u00e7alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u0130ll\u0259r ke\u00e7ir, ki\u00e7ik bac\u0131lar da m\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259 gedib sinifd\u0259n-sinf\u0259 ke\u00e7ir, b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcrl\u0259r. \u015eahnaza nisb\u0259t\u0259n ki\u00e7ik bac\u0131lar z\u0259if hafiz\u0259li, adi u\u015faqlar idi. \u015eahnaz onlar\u0131n t\u0259lim-t\u0259rbiy\u0259si il\u0259 d\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u011ful olurdu.<\/p>\n

O, 9-cu sinifd\u0259 oxuyanda b\u00f6y\u00fck v\u0259t\u0259n m\u00fcharib\u0259si ba\u015fland\u0131. Atas\u0131 \u015eahbaz b\u0259yi c\u0259bh\u0259y\u0259 yola sald\u0131lar. Ail\u0259nin v\u0259ziyy\u0259ti \u00e7\u0259tinl\u0259\u015fdi. G\u00fclnaz xan\u0131m\u0131n ara bir d\u0259rzilikd\u0259n olan g\u0259liri il\u0259 dolanmaq m\u00fcmk\u00fcn deyildi. \u015eahnaz v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015f yolu tapd\u0131. O, z\u0259if oxuyan ki\u00e7ik sinif \u015fagirdl\u0259rini toplay\u0131b, \u00f6z evl\u0259rind\u0259 d\u0259rs verm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. Bel\u0259likl\u0259 ail\u0259 maddi c\u0259h\u0259td\u0259n t\u0259min olundu. G\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k dolanma t\u0259minat\u0131na imkan yarad\u0131ld\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u015eahnaz 10-cu, Almaz 7-ci, Solmaz 5-ci sinifd\u0259 oxuyurdu. Atalar\u0131 \u015eahbaz b\u0259yd\u0259n qara x\u0259b\u0259r g\u0259ldi.\u00a0 Ana v\u0259 q\u0131zlar yasa batd\u0131lar. G\u00fclnaz xan\u0131m \u00f6z sev\u0259n \u00fcr\u0259yi il\u0259 birlikd\u0259, yola sald\u0131\u011f\u0131 sevgilisini itirdiyin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259, a\u011f\u0131r x\u0259st\u0259l\u0259nib yata\u011fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. O, ya\u015famaq ist\u0259m\u0259di, yem\u0259k-i\u00e7m\u0259kd\u0259n imtina etdis\u0259 d\u0259, Allah yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u0259c\u0259l vaxt\u0131 \u00e7atmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ya\u015famaqda davam edib, deyirdi: el\u0259 bilir\u0259m ki, evimizin divarlar\u0131 u\u00e7ub, xarabaxanaya d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n

\u015eahnaz\u0131 sinifl\u0259rind\u0259 oxuyan iki o\u011flan yolda\u015f\u0131 sevirdi. O, is\u0259 onlardan birini, \u00f6z qon\u015fular\u0131nda ya\u015fayan Turan\u0131 sevir v\u0259 onunla birlikd\u0259 tibb institutuna daxil olub h\u0259kim olma\u011f\u0131 arzulay\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Maddi c\u0259h\u0259td\u0259n v\u0259ziyy\u0259tl\u0259ri \u00e7\u0259tin olaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr, ehtiyat \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u0259ld\u0259 etdiyi m\u0259vacib\u0259 g\u00fcv\u0259nmirdi. G\u00fcnd\u0259lik g\u0259lir olmasa dolanmaq m\u00fcmk\u00fcn deyil, bilirdi. G\u00fclnaz xan\u0131m evd\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k bi\u015firib-satmaqla, maddi \u00e7\u0259tinlikd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xa bildil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

\u015eahnaz sevdiyi sinif yolda\u015f\u0131 Turan il\u0259 \u015f\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 getdil\u0259r v\u0259 tibb institutuna imtahan verib q\u0259bul oldular. \u015eahnaz sevm\u0259diyi sinif yolda\u015f\u0131, Qorxmaz, Turan\u0131n ata-anas\u0131na bildirdi ki, \u0259g\u0259r \u015eahnaz onlar\u0131n o\u011fluna ged\u0259rs\u0259, onlar\u0131n h\u0259r ikisini d\u0259 \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u0259c\u0259k. Qorxuya d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f yaz\u0131q ata-ana o\u011fullar\u0131 Turan\u0131n raz\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 olmadan, onu ba\u015fqa q\u0131zla ni\u015fanlad\u0131lar. Bundan x\u0259b\u0259r tutan \u015eahnaz sevgilisin\u0259 x\u0259l\u0259l g\u0259lm\u0259sin dey\u0259 ondan uzaq g\u0259zm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. Turan, \u015eahnaz\u0131n \u00e7uxura d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f sol\u011fun g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin ifad\u0259 etdiyi \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015f ruhunu g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 tab g\u0259tir\u0259 bilmir, i\u015fg\u0259nc\u0259li \u0259zab d\u0259ryas\u0131nda bo\u011fulur, \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015f yolunu ancaq \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc intihar etm\u0259kd\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

\u015eahnaz, Turan\u0131 m\u0259cbur edib, t\u0259yinat\u0131n\u0131 ba\u015fqa \u015f\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 ke\u00e7irm\u0259y\u0259 nail oldu. Sev\u0259n g\u0259ncl\u0259rin e\u015fq al\u0259mi bayqu\u015flar ula\u015fan xarabaya \u00e7evrildi. \u015eahnaz, g\u0259nc \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn ilk ist\u0259yini, k\u00f6ks\u00fcnd\u0259 e\u015fq at\u0259\u015fi il\u0259 d\u00f6y\u00fcn\u0259n \u00fcr\u0259yinin, m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tl\u0259 sevdiyi, sev\u0259n sevgilisini itirdi.<\/p>\n

\u018fziz atas\u0131n\u0131 itirmi\u015f, ana, bac\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131n qay\u011f\u0131s\u0131 il\u0259 \u00e7arp\u0131\u015fan m\u0259\u011frur, z\u0259kal\u0131 \u015eahnaz xan\u0131m taleyind\u0259n k\u00fcs\u00fcb, incidi.<\/p>\n

Kursdan-kursa ke\u00e7di. Bir g\u00fcn t\u0259lim zaman\u0131, \u00f6l\u00fc \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 \u0259m\u0259liyyat aparan vaxt \u00f6l\u00fcn\u00fcn qol sinirin\u0259 toxunanda, \u00f6l\u00fcn\u00fcn dirs\u0259kd\u0259n a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 qol hiss\u0259si qalx\u0131b \u015eahnaz\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 d\u0259yir, o, qorxudan y\u0131x\u0131l\u0131b \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n gedir. Uzun m\u00fcdd\u0259t m\u00fcalic\u0259 olunur, bel\u0259likl\u0259 oxumaqdan uzaqla\u015f\u0131r. M\u0259cbur olub evl\u0259rin\u0259 qay\u0131d\u0131r. Bel\u0259likl\u0259 taleyi onun birinci ist\u0259yi-sevgilisin\u0259 nail olmaq, ikinci \u0259sas ist\u0259yi-h\u0259kim olmaq, qism\u0259tini yerin\u0259 yetir\u0259 bilmir.<\/p>\n

\u0130st\u0259nil\u0259n qism\u0259t al\u0131n yaz\u0131s\u0131nda verilibs\u0259, a\u011f\u0131l\u0131n icras\u0131n\u0131, tale f\u0259aliyy\u0259ti il\u0259 yerin\u0259 yetir\u0259 bilir.<\/p>\n

\u0130st\u0259nil\u0259n qism\u0259t al\u0131n yaz\u0131s\u0131nda verilm\u0259s\u0259, a\u011f\u0131l\u0131n icras\u0131n\u0131 tale f\u0259aliyy\u0259ti il\u0259 yerin\u0259 yetir\u0259 bilmir.<\/p>\n

M\u00fcharib\u0259nin \u0259n d\u0259h\u015f\u0259tli d\u00f6z\u00fclm\u0259z zaman\u0131 idi. \u015eahnaz\u0131 d\u0259lic\u0259sin\u0259 sev\u0259n sinif yolda\u015f\u0131 Qorxmaz H\u0259rbi Komissarl\u0131qda i\u015fl\u0259yirdi. Sevdiyi q\u0131z\u0131n qay\u0131td\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 e\u015fidib onlara g\u0259ldi, h\u0259dsiz sevincini bildirdi, salamla\u015f\u0131b g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc v\u0259 toy, bayram kimi qonaql\u0131q t\u0259\u015fkil etdi. \u015eahnaz xan\u0131m, Qorxmaza qar\u015f\u0131 nifr\u0259t dolu q\u0259z\u0259bini gizl\u0259d\u0259 bilmirdi. \u00d6z\u00fcn\u0259, evl\u0259rind\u0259 yer tapm\u0131rd\u0131. \u018flac\u0131 olsa idi Qorxmaz\u0131 yox ed\u0259rdi.<\/p>\n

H\u0259ft\u0259l\u0259r, aylar ke\u00e7irdi, Qorxmaz h\u0259r g\u00fcn \u015eahnaz gil\u0259 g\u0259lir v\u0259 \u00f6ld\u00fc var d\u00f6nd\u00fc yoxdur, s\u0259n m\u0259nim olmal\u0131san deyirdi. \u015eahnaz xan\u0131m\u0131n s\u0259bir kasas\u0131 dolub da\u015fd\u0131, \u0259lind\u0259ki \u0259\u015fyan\u0131 onun \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7\u0131rpd\u0131. Q\u0259z\u0259bind\u0259n v\u0259h\u015fiy\u0259 d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f Qorxmaz, \u015eahnaz xan\u0131ma \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc tutub, sabahdan s\u0259n c\u0259bh\u0259y\u0259 ged\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n dedi v\u0259 \u0259s\u0259bi v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b getdi. Sonrak\u0131 g\u00fcn s\u0259h\u0259r tezd\u0259n \u015eahnaz xan\u0131ma c\u0259bh\u0259y\u0259 getm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bildiri\u015f v\u0259r\u0259qi g\u0259tirdil\u0259r. G\u0259l\u0259n insan \u015eahnaz xan\u0131m\u0131 yax\u0131ndan tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259, onu x\u0259b\u0259rdar edib dedi, \u00e7al\u0131\u015f gizl\u0259n, g\u0259l\u0259n s\u0259ni tapmas\u0131n. M\u0259n indi gedib dey\u0259r\u0259m s\u0259n evd\u0259 yox idin.<\/p>\n

\u015eahnaz xan\u0131mgilin h\u0259y\u0259t qon\u015fusunun in\u0259kl\u0259ri var idi. Onlar heyvana yem ehtiyat\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn zirz\u0259mil\u0259rind\u0259 ot y\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 saxlay\u0131rd\u0131. \u015eahnaz xan\u0131m zirz\u0259mid\u0259 ot tayas\u0131n\u0131n dal\u0131nda gizl\u0259ndi. 3 g\u00fcn dalbadal c\u0259bh\u0259y\u0259 getm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bildiri\u015f v\u0259r\u0259qi g\u0259tirdil\u0259r. H\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 bildiri\u015f g\u0259tir\u0259n insanlar \u015eahnaz xan\u0131m\u0131, b\u00fct\u00fcn qon\u015fular\u0131n evind\u0259, ba\u011f-ba\u011f\u00e7ada h\u0259tta zirz\u0259mid\u0259 d\u0259 axtard\u0131lar, tapmad\u0131lar. 4-c\u00fc g\u00fcn s\u0259h\u0259r tezd\u0259n \u015f\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 yay\u0131ld\u0131 ki, Qorxmaz\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259yi infarkt olub x\u0259st\u0259xanaya apar\u0131blar. \u015eahnaz xan\u0131m zirz\u0259mid\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. O, Yava\u015f-yava\u015f sakitlik tap\u0131b \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259ldi. Olanlar\u0131 yuxuda g\u00f6r\u00fcl\u0259n na\u011f\u0131la b\u0259nz\u0259dirdi. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc ki, Qorxmaz n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131, taleyi, ona ist\u0259yin\u0259 nail olma\u011fa, yol verm\u0259di. Dem\u0259li, \u015eahnaz onun al\u0131n yaz\u0131s\u0131nda qism\u0259tind\u0259 deyilmi\u015f.<\/p>\n

\u0130rad\u0259li, z\u0259ngin z\u0259kal\u0131 \u015eahnaz xan\u0131m, tez zaman \u0259rzind\u0259 m\u00fchasib v\u0259zif\u0259sin\u0259 i\u015f\u0259 d\u00fcz\u0259ldi v\u0259 istirah\u0259t g\u00fcnl\u0259rind\u0259 z\u0259if oxuyan \u015fagirdl\u0259r\u0259 orta m\u0259kt\u0259b s\u0259viyy\u0259sind\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn f\u0259nl\u0259rd\u0259n d\u0259rs dem\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ortan\u00e7\u0131 bac\u0131 Almaz onuncu sinfi bitirdi, ali t\u0259hsil almaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn t\u0259hsilini davam etdir\u0259 bilm\u0259di. \u0130\u015f\u0259 girm\u0259yi m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259t bilib, kitabxanada i\u015f\u0259 d\u00fcz\u0259ldi. Kitabxanadan maraql\u0131 romanlardan g\u0259tirib z\u0259kal\u0131 bac\u0131s\u0131 \u015eahnaz xan\u0131ma verir, onu dar\u0131xma\u011fa qoymurdu. \u015eagirdl\u0259rl\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u011ful olandan sonra \u015eahnaz xan\u0131m\u0131n r\u0259fiq\u0259l\u0259ri onun \u0259traf\u0131nda topla\u015f\u0131r v\u0259 maraql\u0131 s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259r edir, g\u00fcl\u00fcr, dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r v\u0259 l\u0259zz\u0259tli samovar \u00e7ay\u0131 d\u0259ml\u0259yib i\u00e7irdil\u0259r. Yayda h\u0259y\u0259tl\u0259rind\u0259 olan tut a\u011fac\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131nda, ba\u015fqa vaxtlarda, b\u00f6y\u00fck eyvanlar\u0131nda toplanar, b\u00fct\u00fcn qon\u015fular onlar\u0131n m\u00fcnasib\u0259tl\u0259rin\u0259 bax\u0131b heyran olurdu.\u00a0 X\u00fcsusi qabiliyy\u0259t\u0259 malik olan \u015eahnaz xan\u0131m, h\u0259r t\u0259r\u0259fli bacar\u0131\u011fa malik bir g\u00f6z\u0259l q\u0131z idi. Oxudu\u011fu \u0259s\u0259rl\u0259rin q\u0259hr\u0259manlar\u0131n\u0131 m\u00fcqayis\u0259 edir, ham\u0131da kitab oxuma\u011fa h\u0259v\u0259s oyad\u0131rd\u0131. \u018fl i\u015fl\u0259rinin mahir s\u0259n\u0259tkar\u0131 idi. Ona m\u00fcraci\u0259t ed\u0259n h\u0259r k\u0259s, ist\u0259diyi i\u015fi ondan \u00f6yr\u0259nm\u0259y\u0259 nail olurdu.<\/p>\n

Ki\u00e7ik bac\u0131 Solmaz onuncu sinfi bitirdi. Ali t\u0259hsil almaq fikrind\u0259 deyildi. \u0130\u015fl\u0259m\u0259k d\u0259 ist\u0259mirdi. \u015eahnaz xan\u0131m onu m\u0259cbur edirdi ki, m\u0259\u015f\u011ful oldu\u011fu \u015fagirdl\u0259rl\u0259 o da m\u0259\u015f\u011ful olub biliyini art\u0131rs\u0131n, ali m\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259 daxil ola bilsin. Solmaz qulaq as\u0131b buna da \u0259m\u0259l etmirdi. O, ev i\u015fl\u0259ri il\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u011ful olur v\u0259 uzaqda olan su m\u0259nb\u0259yind\u0259n vedr\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 su da\u015f\u0131y\u0131b ehtiyac\u0131 \u00f6d\u0259yirdi. Dolanmalar\u0131 qaydaya d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f maddi c\u0259h\u0259td\u0259n \u00e7\u0259tinlikl\u0259ri yox idi. Almaz kitabxana i\u015fini davam etdirir, G\u00fclnaz xan\u0131m ara bir d\u0259rzilik i\u015fi il\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u011ful olurdu.<\/p>\n

Bir g\u00fcn Almaz i\u015fd\u0259n evl\u0259rin\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fc ki, qonaqlar\u0131 var. Sakitc\u0259 salamla\u015f\u0131b h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. He\u00e7 maraqlan\u0131b soru\u015fmad\u0131 ki onlar kimdir. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc ki \u015eahnaz\u0131n tan\u0131\u015flar\u0131d\u0131r. Ota\u011f\u0131na girib paltar\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fdirm\u0259k ist\u0259diyi anda anas\u0131 G\u00fclnaz xan\u0131m onu ba\u015fa sald\u0131 ki, qonaqlar s\u0259nin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u0259libl\u0259r.\u00a0 O, t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcb edib soru\u015fdu, onlar kimdir? M\u0259n tan\u0131m\u0131ram.\u00a0 Ana deyir ay q\u0131z\u0131m, m\u0259n d\u0259 tan\u0131m\u0131ram g\u0259l g\u00f6r kiml\u0259rdi? Ana bala qonaqlar olan ota\u011fa ke\u00e7dil\u0259r. \u018fyl\u0259\u015fib oturdular. Qonaqlar \u00fc\u00e7 n\u0259f\u0259r idi. Onlardan \u0259n ya\u015fl\u0131 olan qad\u0131n, Almaza yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b qucaqlay\u0131b \u00f6p\u0259-\u00f6p\u0259 dedi ki, s\u0259nin oxucun, m\u0259nim o\u011flum, yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131d\u0131r, bizi buraya o, g\u00f6nd\u0259ribdir.\u00a0 Almaz bir onlara, bir anas\u0131na, \u015eahnaz bac\u0131s\u0131na baxa-baxa s\u00f6z tapm\u0131r dem\u0259y\u0259. Fikirl\u0259\u015fir ki, says\u0131z q\u0259d\u0259r oxucusu var.\u00a0 Bu kim ola bil\u0259r?<\/p>\n

O, bir-birid\u0259n q\u0259\u015f\u0259ng olan oxucular\u0131 yad\u0131na salma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131.\u00a0 Anas\u0131 o\u011flunun ad\u0131n\u0131 des\u0259ydi, b\u0259lk\u0259 tan\u0131yard\u0131. Ancaq \u00e7ox da q\u0259\u015f\u0259ng olmayan bir o\u011flan\u0131n oxucu kimi yox, yarad\u0131c\u0131 yazar kimi m\u0259\u015f\u011ful olmas\u0131 n\u0259z\u0259rind\u0259n qa\u00e7mad\u0131. Onun ad\u0131 Mahir idi.<\/p>\n

G\u00fclnaz v\u0259 \u015eahnaz xan\u0131mlar, ana-bala bir-birin\u0259 bax\u0131b dedil\u0259r b\u0259s o\u011flan q\u0131z\u0131n raz\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 almam\u0131\u015f nec\u0259 \u00fcmid edib q\u0131za el\u00e7i g\u00f6nd\u0259rir? Onlar g\u00fcl\u0259r\u0259k dedil\u0259r Mahir \u00fcmidlidir ki, Almaz onu \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259 sevir, ancaq bildirmir. \u015eahnaz xan\u0131m deyir \u0259g\u0259r Mahir el\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrs\u0259 n\u0259y\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 \u00f6z m\u00fcnasib\u0259tini bildirm\u0259yir? Mahirin anas\u0131, mahir sev\u0259nl\u0259r kimi deyir, \u0259sl sev\u0259nl\u0259rin nitqi tutulur sevgisini a\u015fkarlaya bilmir. \u018fslind\u0259 Almaz o\u011flanlara qar\u015f\u0131 laqeyd idi. Bac\u0131s\u0131 \u015eahnaz\u0131n taleyi onu qorxutmu\u015fdu. Ail\u0259 qurmaq haqq\u0131nda fikri yox idi.\u00a0 El\u00e7il\u0259r\u0259 raz\u0131l\u0131q verm\u0259di. Qonaqlar \u00e7ox m\u0259yus olub getdil\u0259r. S\u0259h\u0259ri g\u00fcn Almaz kitabxanaya girib, i\u015f\u0259 ba\u015flamam\u0131\u015f g\u00f6r\u00fcr ki, Mahir ad\u0259t\u0259n h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 oturdu\u011fu yerd\u0259 \u0259yl\u0259\u015fib g\u00f6zl\u0259rini ondan \u00e7\u0259kmir. Almaz \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6rm\u0259m\u0259zliy\u0259 vurub, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131rma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. Ancaq q\u0259lbind\u0259 yaranan m\u0259rh\u0259m\u0259t hissi, onu rahat buraxm\u0131rd\u0131. Yava\u015f-yava\u015f \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc toplay\u0131b o\u011flana yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131 v\u0259 bir oxucusu m\u00fcnasib\u0259ti b\u0259sl\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k onunla salamla\u015f\u0131b yan\u0131nda \u0259yl\u0259\u015fdi.\u00a0 Mahir \u0259lini \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131nan \u00fcr\u0259yinin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qoydu, susmaqda davam etdi. Ona el\u0259 g\u0259lirdi ki, \u00fcr\u0259yinin d\u00f6y\u00fcnt\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fc Almaz e\u015fidir. Q\u0131z ciddil\u0259\u015fib onu d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fc v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xarmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yib onunla \u0259ll\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Mahir sevgisinin e\u015fq al\u0259mind\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdiyi \u0259zablar\u0131 ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n Almaz\u0131n \u00f6m\u00fcrl\u00fck v\u0259fal\u0131 olaca\u011f\u0131na \u0259min oldu.\u00a0 Bir c\u00fcml\u0259 ifad\u0259 ed\u0259r\u0259k tez toy olmas\u0131n\u0131 xahi\u015f etdi. S\u0259h\u0259ri g\u00fcn el\u00e7il\u0259r g\u0259lib raz\u0131l\u0131q ald\u0131lar. Bir h\u0259ft\u0259d\u0259n sonra ni\u015fan taxd\u0131lar. Bir aydan sonra toy edib, g\u0259lin apard\u0131lar. Almaz\u0131n ya\u015fam h\u0259yat\u0131ndak\u0131, \u00f6m\u00fcr ill\u0259ri onun al\u0131n yaz\u0131s\u0131ndak\u0131 h\u0259yat t\u0259rzin\u0259 uy\u011fun olaraq davam edirdi.\u00a0 O, Al\u0131n yaz\u0131s\u0131ndak\u0131, taleyinin f\u0259aliyy\u0259ti n\u0259tic\u0259sind\u0259 yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f qism\u0259tin\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fc \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmadan nail oldu.<\/p>\n

Ki\u00e7ik bac\u0131 Solmaz, n\u0259 t\u0259hsilini art\u0131rmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ali m\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259 getdi n\u0259 d\u0259 he\u00e7 bir i\u015f\u0259 d\u00fcz\u0259lm\u0259mi\u015fdi. Ad\u0259ti \u00fczr\u0259 ev i\u015fl\u0259ri g\u00f6rm\u0259k v\u0259 su da\u015f\u0131maqla m\u0259\u015f\u011ful olurdu. Yay\u0131n q\u0131zmar vaxt\u0131 idi. Yen\u0259 d\u0259 qon\u015fular, tan\u0131\u015flar, g\u00f6z\u0259l t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcrat k\u0259sb edib yadda\u015fda qalan m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259li h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259 y\u0131\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. G\u00fclnaz xan\u0131m Solmaz q\u0131z\u0131ndan xahi\u015f etdi ki, onun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bir az tut d\u0259rsin.\u00a0 Solmaz anas\u0131na dedi: – Gedim su g\u0259tirim, sonra arxay\u0131n olub, s\u0259nin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r ist\u0259yirs\u0259n tut y\u0131\u011faram. G\u00fclnaz xan\u0131m onu he\u00e7 vaxt su g\u0259tirm\u0259y\u0259 t\u0259k qoymurdu, \u00f6z\u00fc il\u0259 birlikd\u0259 gedirdi. \u0130ndi d\u0259, naraz\u0131l\u0131q bildirib olmaz dedi. Buna baxmayaraq Solmaz vedr\u0259l\u0259ri g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb t\u0259l\u0259sik qa\u00e7d\u0131. Sanki onu \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131rlar.<\/p>\n

G\u00fcnortadan bir az ke\u00e7mi\u015fdi. Suya n\u00f6vb\u0259y\u0259 duranlar\u0131n say\u0131 az oldu\u011funa g\u00f6r\u0259 Solmaz sevin\u0259r\u0259k tez vedr\u0259l\u0259rini doldurub yola d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb qay\u0131d\u0131rd\u0131. Dinc\u0259lm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yolun yar\u0131s\u0131nda vedr\u0259l\u0259rini yer\u0259 qoyub dayand\u0131. Bu vaxt uca boylu, \u015fux qam\u0259tli, q\u0259\u015f\u0259ng bir g\u0259nc ona yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b k\u00f6m\u0259k etm\u0259k ist\u0259diyini bildirdi. Solmaz etiraz edib, yox, S\u0259n kims\u0259n? M\u0259n s\u0259ni tan\u0131m\u0131ram! O\u011flan g\u00fcl\u00fcb dedi: -S\u0259n tan\u0131masan da olar. Ancaq, m\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259k etm\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m. O, yax\u0131nla\u015fanda Solmaz vedr\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n uzaqla\u015fd\u0131. O\u011flan dedi s\u0259n qabaqda get, g\u00f6r\u0259nl\u0259r bilm\u0259sin ki, vedr\u0259l\u0259r s\u0259ninkidir. Ayr\u0131 \u0259lac\u0131 olmayan Solmaz dala baxmadan iri add\u0131mlarla evl\u0259rin\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f getdi. Evl\u0259rin\u0259 \u00e7at\u0131b k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259 qap\u0131s\u0131ndan i\u00e7\u0259ri girdi. Solmaz\u0131n yolunu g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259n G\u00fclnaz xan\u0131m h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259n yenic\u0259 ev\u0259 girmi\u015fdi ki, q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 vedr\u0259siz, h\u0259y\u0259canl\u0131 v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcb, qorxdu. Ay q\u0131z\u0131m, n\u0259 hadis\u0259 ba\u015f verib? M\u0259n dem\u0259dimmi ki, getm\u0259! Dey\u0259, \u015fikay\u0259tl\u0259 soru\u015fdu v\u0259 k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259 qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 aralay\u0131b bay\u0131ra baxd\u0131. O dolu vedr\u0259l\u0259ri qap\u0131n\u0131n arxas\u0131nda g\u00f6r\u00fcb, mat qald\u0131.\u00a0 Bay\u0131ra \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b b\u00fct\u00fcn \u0259trafa baxd\u0131 he\u00e7 kimi g\u00f6rm\u0259yib vedr\u0259l\u0259ri i\u00e7\u0259ri g\u0259tirm\u0259yi Solmaza tap\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. Solmaz h\u0259r \u015feyi oldu\u011fu kimi dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Bil\u0259n olmad\u0131 o\u011flan kim idi? Haradan g\u0259lmi\u015fdi?\u00a0 v\u0259 haraya getdi?<\/p>\n

Bu hadis\u0259d\u0259n bir h\u0259ft\u0259 ke\u00e7mi\u015fdi G\u00fclnaz xan\u0131m ad\u0259tin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 yen\u0259 d\u0259, Solmaz q\u0131z\u0131na onun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn tut y\u0131\u011fma\u011f\u0131 tap\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. Ana-bala G\u00fclnaz xan\u0131mla, \u015eahnaz xan\u0131m evd\u0259, \u00f6z i\u015fi il\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u011ful idil\u0259r. Solmaz xan\u0131m da, h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259 z\u00fcmz\u00fcm\u0259 ed\u0259-ed\u0259 balaca vedr\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 tut y\u0131\u011f\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

K\u00fc\u00e7\u0259 qap\u0131s\u0131 d\u00f6y\u00fcld\u00fc, \u015eahnaz xan\u0131m qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7d\u0131. G\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259r salam verib, g\u0259lm\u0259k olarm\u0131? dey\u0259 soru\u015fdular. G\u00fclnaz xan\u0131m yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b, buyurun-buyurun deyib, oturmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yer g\u00f6st\u0259rdi. Bu anda Solmaz \u0259lind\u0259 tutla dolu iki balaca vedr\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 i\u00e7\u0259ri girdi. K\u00fc\u00e7\u0259 qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131nda dayanm\u0131\u015f o\u011flan\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259, d\u0259rdiyi tutla dolu vedr\u0259l\u0259r \u0259lind\u0259n d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Tut b\u00fct\u00fcn ota\u011fa da\u011f\u0131ld\u0131. O, intizar\u0131nda qald\u0131\u011f\u0131 o\u011flan\u0131, g\u00f6r\u00fcb h\u0259y\u0259canland\u0131, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc tarazla\u015fd\u0131ra bilm\u0259di.<\/p>\n

G\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259r, Solmaz\u0131n su il\u0259 dolu vedr\u0259l\u0259rini g\u0259tir\u0259n o\u011flan v\u0259 onun anas\u0131 il\u0259 bac\u0131s\u0131 idi. Onlar q\u0131z\u0131n o\u011flana olan m\u00fcnasib\u0259tini bilm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi. Vedr\u0259 dolu \u015firin tutun t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcb da\u011f\u0131lmaz\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259y\u0259rli \u015firinlik \u0259lam\u0259ti kimi q\u0259bul etdil\u0259r. \u00dcr\u0259kd\u0259n sevindil\u0259r, g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb, n\u0259zak\u0259tli m\u00fcnasib\u0259t g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259r\u0259k \u0259yl\u0259\u015fdil\u0259r. S\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259\u015fib \u00fcmumi m\u0259tl\u0259b\u0259 ke\u00e7ib, q\u0259rara g\u0259ldil\u0259r. Solmaz xan\u0131m\u0131 sev\u0259n o\u011flan Az\u0259rbaycandan k\u00f6\u00e7m\u00fc\u015f, G\u00fcrc\u00fcstan v\u0259t\u0259nda\u015f\u0131, g\u00f6z h\u0259kimi n\u00fcmun\u0259vi m\u00fct\u0259x\u0259ssis say\u0131lan Qo\u015fqar Muradl\u0131 idi. O, Mehmanxanadan \u00e7\u0131xan zaman yolda yorulub dayanan Solmaz xan\u0131m\u0131 ilk g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u0259n sevmi\u015f v\u0259 onunla ail\u0259 qurmaq m\u0259qs\u0259di il\u0259 buraya t\u0259\u015frif g\u0259tirmi\u015fdi. T\u00f6k\u00fcl\u0259n tutlar\u0131 Solmaz y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fd\u0131rmaq ist\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259, Qo\u015fqar ev sahibi kimi \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc ir\u0259li verdi, y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fd\u0131r\u0131b t\u0259mizl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. Solmaz xan\u0131m utan\u0131b otaqdan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Y\u0131\u011fd\u0131qlar\u0131 zibill\u0259ri atmaq b\u0259han\u0259si il\u0259 Qo\u015fqar da bay\u0131ra \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Eyvanda dayanm\u0131\u015f Solmaz\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcb ona yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131. H\u0259r ikisi cazib\u0259li bax\u0131\u015flarla qar\u015f\u0131la\u015fd\u0131. Solmaz utan\u0131rd\u0131, \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131 ki, onlar\u0131 bir yerd\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259n olmas\u0131n. O, ota\u011fa ke\u00e7m\u0259k ist\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 Qo\u015fqar dedi: xahi\u015f edir\u0259m m\u0259niml\u0259 s\u0259rb\u0259st ol! S\u0259n\u0259 rast g\u0259ldiyim o g\u00fcnd\u0259n b\u0259ri n\u0259 evd\u0259, n\u0259 i\u015fd\u0259 rahatl\u0131q tapm\u0131ram. G\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcm d\u0259, qavrad\u0131\u011f\u0131m da, d\u0259rk etdiyim d\u0259, ancaq s\u0259ns\u0259n. Ist\u0259yir\u0259m tez toy ed\u0259k. Raz\u0131sansa m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259ni uzatmadan m\u0259qs\u0259d\u0259 ke\u00e7\u0259k. Solmaz susdu, dan\u0131\u015fmad\u0131. O, ana-bac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u0259k, onlar\u0131n yan\u0131na getm\u0259k ist\u0259diyini bildirdi. Qo\u015fqar q\u0259rara g\u0259ldi ki, susmaq raz\u0131l\u0131q \u0259lam\u0259tidir. H\u0259r ikisi qonaqlar olan ota\u011fa ke\u00e7dil\u0259r.\u00a0 G\u00fclnaz xan\u0131m v\u0259 \u015eahnaz xan\u0131m, Solmaz\u0131 qar\u015f\u0131lay\u0131b onun ota\u011f\u0131na ke\u00e7dil\u0259r. Sor\u011fu-sualdan sonra m\u0259lum oldu ki, Solmaz da birinci g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u0259, Qo\u015fqara vurulubdur.<\/p>\n

Raz\u0131l\u0131q al\u0131nd\u0131. Ni\u015fan tax\u0131b, tez toy edil\u0259c\u0259k, dedil\u0259r. G\u00fclnaz xan\u0131m q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n cehizl\u0259ri haz\u0131r olandan sonra, toy vaxt\u0131n\u0131 dan\u0131\u015far\u0131q, t\u0259klifini etdi. Qo\u015fqar etiraz\u0131n\u0131 bildirdib dedi: m\u0259nim he\u00e7 n\u0259y\u0259 ehtiyac\u0131m yoxdur. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 \u0259ziyy\u0259t \u00e7\u0259km\u0259yin H\u0259m d\u0259 bu uzaq m\u0259saf\u0259d\u0259n y\u00fck da\u015f\u0131maq n\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259r\u0259kdir. Qonaqlar\u0131 yola sald\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

Onlar raz\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u0259ld\u0259 edib, sevincli ruhla ya\u015fad\u0131qlar\u0131 v\u0259t\u0259nl\u0259rin\u0259 qay\u0131td\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

\u0130ki h\u0259ft\u0259d\u0259n sonra g\u0259lib ni\u015fan taxd\u0131lar. Yar\u0131m aydan sonra da, y\u00fcks\u0259k s\u0259viyy\u0259li toy edib Solmaz xan\u0131m\u0131 g\u0259lin apard\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

\u0130ll\u0259r ke\u00e7ir, h\u0259yat \u00e7aylar kimi, \u00f6z ax\u0131n\u0131 il\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fikliy\u0259 u\u011frayaraq ax\u0131b gedir, \u0130nsanlar\u0131n \u00f6m\u00fcr ill\u0259ri d\u0259, d\u00fcz x\u0259tt kimi getmir, d\u0259yi\u015fir, \u0259yri x\u0259tt kimi qalx\u0131r-enir. H\u0259r k\u0259s al\u0131n yaz\u0131s\u0131ndak\u0131 a\u011fl\u0131 il\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr, h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t edir, veril\u0259n taleyi il\u0259 h\u0259yatda m\u00f6vqe tutur. Yeyir, i\u00e7ir, yat\u0131b-durur, \u0130\u015f\u0259 gedib g\u0259lir, n\u0259sil yarad\u0131b t\u00f6r\u0259dir, kimin al\u0131n yaz\u0131s\u0131nda n\u0259 yaz\u0131l\u0131b, onu ya\u015fay\u0131r.<\/p>\n

\u015eahnaz\u0131n bac\u0131lar\u0131 \u00f6z ail\u0259sind\u0259 rahat ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131. \u015eahnaz xan\u0131m anas\u0131 G\u00fclnaz xan\u0131mla t\u0259k qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Baxmayaraq ki, \u015eahnaz xan\u0131m\u0131n bo\u015f vaxt\u0131 \u00e7ox az olurdu, yen\u0259 d\u0259 dar\u0131x\u0131rd\u0131. Anas\u0131 G\u00fclnaz xan\u0131ma \u00e7ox \u00fcr\u0259k a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131 il\u0259 yana\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. Atas\u0131n\u0131n yolunu g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259n, g\u0259l\u0259n qara x\u0259b\u0259r\u0259 inanmayan anas\u0131n\u0131n hal\u0131na ac\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Bac\u0131lar\u0131 \u00f6zl\u0259rini xo\u015fb\u0259xt hesab edirdil\u0259r.\u00a0 Almaz\u0131n bir o\u011flu bir q\u0131z\u0131, Solmaz\u0131n iki q\u0131z\u0131 olmu\u015fdu. H\u0259r iki bac\u0131 evdar xan\u0131mlar idi.<\/p>\n

\u015eahnaz xan\u0131m\u0131n ist\u0259kl\u0259ri: -sevdiyi o\u011flan v\u0259 h\u0259kimlik s\u0259n\u0259ti onun al\u0131n yaz\u0131s\u0131nda qism\u0259tind\u0259 olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 u\u00e7un, taleyi onu yerin\u0259 yetir\u0259 bilm\u0259di.<\/p>\n

M\u00fcharib\u0259 qurtarm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u018fhalinin v\u0259ziyy\u0259ti yava\u015f-yava\u015f nizamlan\u0131b d\u00fcz\u0259lirdi. M\u00fcharib\u0259 qurtarandan iki il ke\u00e7mi\u015fdi. Bir g\u00fcn G\u00fclnaz xan\u0131m s\u0259rs\u0259m yuxudan oyan\u0131b yerind\u0259n dik durub oturdu. Onun \u00fcr\u0259yi el\u0259 b\u0259rk d\u00f6y\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc ki, sanki sin\u0259sind\u0259n bay\u0131ra \u00e7\u0131xma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r. \u015eahnaz ufultu s\u0259sin\u0259 oyand\u0131. Anas\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6l\u00fcmc\u00fcl v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcb qorxdu. Tez durub he\u00e7 n\u0259 soru\u015fmadan g\u0259tirib ona soyuq su i\u00e7irdib \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 su \u00e7il\u0259di. \u015eahnaz anas\u0131n\u0131n yuxu g\u00f6r\u00fcb bu v\u0259ziyy\u0259t\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259sin\u0259 \u0259min idi. Qap\u0131n\u0131, p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259l\u0259ri a\u00e7d\u0131, anas\u0131n\u0131n qolundan tutub, yava\u015f-yava\u015f bay\u0131ra \u00e7\u0131xartd\u0131. G\u00fclnaz xan\u0131m h\u0259ddind\u0259n art\u0131q, d\u00f6z\u00fclm\u0259z d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259d\u0259 h\u0259y\u0259canl\u0131 idi. O, bay\u0131ra \u00e7\u0131xan kimi a\u011flama\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. H\u0131\u00e7q\u0131ra-h\u0131\u00e7q\u0131ra \u0259li il\u0259 sin\u0259sini s\u0131\u011fallay\u0131b g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 ax\u0131d\u0131rd\u0131. \u015eahnaz xan\u0131m, ay ana sakitl\u0259\u015f, yuxunu m\u0259n\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f, qorxulu n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcbs\u0259n? Ana \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n kimi oldu. O, d\u0259rind\u0259n n\u0259f\u0259s al\u0131b ota\u011fa girm\u0259k ist\u0259di. \u015eahnaz xan\u0131m, anas\u0131n\u0131 nisb\u0259t\u0259n sakit g\u00f6r\u00fcb t\u0259krar sual verdi. G\u00fclnaz xan\u0131m dedi ay bala, s\u0259h\u0259r a\u00e7\u0131ls\u0131n suya dan\u0131\u015f\u0131m, sonra siz\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131qlayaram. \u015eahnaz xan\u0131mda yuxuya qar\u015f\u0131 narahat maraq oyand\u0131. S\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r d\u00f6z\u0259 bilm\u0259yib, narahat olaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bildirib dedi, ana yuxunu i\u015f\u0131\u011fa da dan\u0131\u015fmaq olur, deyirl\u0259r. \u0130ndi sakitc\u0259, g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcn yuxunu i\u015f\u0131\u011fa dan\u0131\u015f, deyib otaqdan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. \u015eahnaz xan\u0131m \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n as\u0131l\u0131 olmayan sevinc hissi il\u0259, lampaya baxa-baxa yuxusunu dan\u0131\u015f\u0131b qurtaran kimi, q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131. \u015eahnaz xan\u0131m anas\u0131n\u0131n g\u00fcl\u0259r \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6r\u00fcb mat qald\u0131. Ana, ay q\u0131z\u0131m! M\u0259n inan\u0131ram ki, bu h\u0259qiq\u0259tdir, m\u0259n yuxumda g\u00f6rd\u00fcm ki, \u015eahbaz b\u0259y bir g\u0259nc o\u011flanla evimiz\u0259 qay\u0131d\u0131b. Onunla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u0259k ist\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yimin \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131nt\u0131s\u0131na oyand\u0131m. \u015eahnaz xan\u0131m bir q\u0259d\u0259r t\u0259r\u0259dd\u00fcd edib, susdu. O, e\u015fitmi\u015fdi ki, yuxu t\u0259rsin\u0259 olur. Anas\u0131n\u0131n k\u00f6nl\u00fcn\u00fc xo\u015f etm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, dedi yalansa, ger\u00e7\u0259k olsun ay ana! Baxarsan, atam \u015eahbaz b\u0259y g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k. \u015eahnaz xan\u0131m\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 olan m\u00fcsb\u0259t insani x\u00fcsusiyy\u0259tl\u0259ri-g\u00f6z\u0259lliyi, z\u0259ngin z\u0259ka, d\u0259rin d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259li d\u0259rrak\u0259, bilik, bacar\u0131q, i\u015fg\u00fczarl\u0131q qabiliyy\u0259tini o, \u00f6z z\u0259hm\u0259ti il\u0259mi qazanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131? Ya da \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc yaratm\u0131\u015fd\u0131? \u018flb\u0259t d\u0259 yox, bu insani x\u00fcsusiyy\u0259tl\u0259ri \u0130lahi onun al\u0131n yaz\u0131s\u0131nda onunla birlikd\u0259 yaratm\u0131\u015f v\u0259 ona uy\u011fun olan h\u0259yat t\u0259rzind\u0259 ya\u015fma\u011f\u0131 m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259t bilibdir.<\/p>\n

\u015eahnaz xan\u0131m he\u00e7 bir b\u0259dbinliy\u0259 yol verm\u0259d\u0259n q\u0259lbinin d\u0259rinliyind\u0259 k\u00f6k sal\u0131b- c\u00fcc\u0259r\u0259n ilk m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tinin e\u015fqi il\u0259 x\u0259yala dal\u0131r, Allah\u0131n ona b\u0259x\u015f etdiyi insani x\u00fcsusiyy\u0259tl\u0259rin\u0259 bax\u0131b \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u0259n xo\u015fb\u0259xt, b\u0259xt\u0259v\u0259rin-b\u0259xt\u0259v\u0259ri hesab ed\u0259r\u0259k, yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f taleyi il\u0259 raz\u0131la\u015f\u0131b, bar\u0131\u015f\u0131r. O, anas\u0131 G\u00fclnaz xan\u0131m\u0131n \u0259hval-ruhiyy\u0259sin\u0259 bax\u0131b sevinir, ruhu \u015fadlan\u0131rd\u0131. Tez-tez \u00f6z k\u00f6rp\u0259l\u0259ri il\u0259 t\u0259\u015frif g\u0259tir\u0259n bac\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131n mehriban m\u00fcnasib\u0259tind\u0259n z\u00f6vq al\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

M\u00fcharib\u0259 qurtarm\u0131\u015f v\u0259 z\u0259f\u0259rli q\u0259l\u0259b\u0259d\u0259n 4 il ke\u00e7mi\u015fdi. \u015eahnaz xan\u0131m\u0131n bac\u0131lar\u0131 ail\u0259l\u0259ri il\u0259, r\u0259fiq\u0259l\u0259ri v\u0259 qohum-\u0259qr\u0259balar\u0131, onun anadan oldu\u011fu g\u00fcn m\u00fcnasib\u0259ti il\u0259 t\u0259brik\u0259 topla\u015fm\u0131\u015f v\u0259 toy m\u0259rasimli m\u0259r\u0259k\u0259 t\u0259\u015fkil edilmi\u015fdi. N\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 d\u0259 \u015eahnaz xan\u0131m \u00e7ox k\u0259d\u0259rli g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc, k\u00f6n\u00fcls\u00fcz g\u00fcl\u00fcb dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. \u0130st\u0259diyi qism\u0259tl\u0259rin\u0259 nail olmay\u0131b, ona g\u00f6r\u0259 ham\u0131 onu b\u0259db\u0259xt hesab edir, bel\u0259 m\u0259yus hal\u0131n\u0131 onunla izah edirdi. Lakin bil\u0259n yox idi ki, \u015eahnaz itkin atas\u0131n\u0131 yad edib onsuz edil\u0259n \u015fadl\u0131\u011fa sevin\u0259 bilmirdi. Bird\u0259n onun \u00fcr\u0259yi b\u0259rk \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131nma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131, o \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc toplay\u0131b m\u0259r\u0259k\u0259d\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xmaq ist\u0259di. Bu anda qon\u015funun u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 qa\u00e7a-qa\u00e7a q\u0131\u015fq\u0131r\u0131r ki, mu\u015ftulu\u011fumu verin. Ham\u0131 aya\u011fa durur, G\u00fclnaz xan\u0131m ham\u0131dan \u0259vv\u0259l darvazaya t\u0259r\u0259f qa\u00e7\u0131r, g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 inana bilmir, sevincind\u0259n ayaqlar\u0131 dola\u015f\u0131b \u00fcz\u00fc \u00fcst\u0259 y\u0131x\u0131l\u0131r. \u015eahnaz xan\u0131m y\u0131x\u0131lan anas\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131rmaq \u0259v\u0259zin\u0259 qa\u00e7\u0131b \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc atas\u0131na \u00e7atd\u0131r\u0131r. O, g\u00f6z\u0259l qam\u0259tini itirmi\u015f \u00fcz\u00fc-ba\u015f\u0131 a\u011f t\u00fckl\u00fc, yor\u011fun, z\u0259if g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259n atas\u0131 \u015eahbaz b\u0259yi qucaqlay\u0131b h\u00f6nk\u00fcrt\u00fc il\u0259 a\u011flama\u011fa ba\u015flay\u0131r. Ay ata, qurban\u0131n olum indiy\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r harada idin, bizi niy\u0259 c\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259m odunda t\u00fcst\u00fcs\u00fcz yand\u0131r\u0131b qovurubsan? \u015eahbaz b\u0259y birc\u0259 c\u00fcml\u0259 deyir: – \u0259sir d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm bala!\u00a0 \u015eahbaz b\u0259yl\u0259 \u0259sirlikd\u0259 olan, u\u015faq evind\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcb 18 ya\u015f\u0131na \u00e7atanda c\u0259bh\u0259y\u0259 g\u00f6nd\u0259rilmi\u015f g\u0259nc bir o\u011flan\u0131 \u015eahbaz b\u0259y \u00f6z\u00fc il\u0259 g\u0259tirmi\u015fdi. G\u00fclnaz xan\u0131m he\u00e7 k\u0259si g\u00f6rm\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015f kimi, utanma\u011f\u0131 unudaraq, \u015eahbaz b\u0259yi qucaqlay\u0131b, sin\u0259sin\u0259 s\u0131x\u0131b, \u00fcz-g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00f6p\u0259-\u00f6p\u0259 a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131. Q\u0131zlar Almaz v\u0259 Solmaz n\u00f6vb\u0259 tap\u0131b atalar\u0131na yax\u0131nla\u015fa bilmirdi. T\u0259klif olundu ki, ham\u0131 yerind\u0259 \u0259yl\u0259\u015fsin. Sevincl\u0259r, sevinc\u0259 qar\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u015eahnaz xan\u0131m \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 m\u0259xsus m\u0259\u011frur g\u00f6rk\u0259mi il\u0259 aya\u011fa durub: g\u00fcl\u0259-g\u00fcl\u0259 dedi: – M\u0259ni t\u0259brik etm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn buraya t\u0259\u015frif g\u0259tir\u0259n \u0259zizl\u0259rim, ist\u0259kli dostlar\u0131m siz\u0259 \u00e7ox minn\u0259tdaram! Bilin ki, ALLAHIN \u0259n xo\u015fb\u0259xt b\u0259nd\u0259si m\u0259n\u0259m. El\u0259 t\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr edir\u0259m ki, atam\u0131n-do\u011fum g\u00fcn\u00fcd\u00fcr. N\u0259n\u0259ml\u0259-babam\u0131 t\u0259brik edirik. Atam d\u00fcnyaya yenid\u0259n g\u0259libdir. Bundan b\u00f6y\u00fck s\u0259ad\u0259t, xo\u015fb\u0259xtlik, sevinc ola bil\u0259rmi? \u018fziz atam-m\u0259nim d\u00fcnyam \u015eahbaz b\u0259y, bil\u0259r\u0259kd\u0259n g\u0259li\u015fini bu g\u00fcn\u0259 sal\u0131b. Ham\u0131n\u0131zla birlikd\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u0259yi m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259t bilibdir. Bac\u0131lar u\u015faqlar\u0131n\u0131 tamam unutmu\u015fdu. Bird\u0259n Almaz\u0131n o\u011flu qa\u00e7\u0131b babas\u0131na yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b g\u00fclm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. \u015eahbaz b\u0259y \u00e7ox t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 ox\u015fayan bu o\u011flan\u0131 qeyri-adi h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tl\u0259 quca\u011f\u0131na g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb \u015firin-\u015firin \u00f6p\u00fcr v\u0259 sin\u0259sin\u0259 s\u0131x\u0131b \u0259zizl\u0259di. O, bilmirdi ki, u\u015faq onun n\u0259v\u0259si, ad\u0131 da \u015eahbazd\u0131r.\u00a0 Balaca \u015eahbaz babas\u0131n\u0131n ad\u0131n\u0131 da\u015f\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131na, q\u00fcrur duyur, \u00f6z-\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcb sevinirdi.<\/p>\n

\u00dc\u00e7 g\u00fcn qonaql\u0131q davam etdi. He\u00e7 yoruldum dey\u0259n olmad\u0131. Almaz v\u0259 Solmaz bac\u0131lar atas\u0131ndan ayr\u0131lmaq ist\u0259mirdi. Nadinc u\u015faqlara g\u0259r\u0259 m\u0259cbur olub, evl\u0259rin\u0259 getdil\u0259r. \u015eahbaz b\u0259yl\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n o\u011flan ail\u0259nin \u0259n \u0259ziz n\u00fcmay\u0259nd\u0259sin\u0259 \u00e7evrildi. Ad\u0131 Qalibdir, uca boylu, \u015fux qam\u0259tli, q\u0259\u015f\u0259ng, l\u0259yaq\u0259tli, h\u00f6rm\u0259tcil g\u0259nc idi. Orta m\u0259kt\u0259bi qurtaran t\u0259k m\u00fcharib\u0259 ba\u015flanm\u0131\u015f v\u0259 o, u\u015faq evind\u0259n bir ba\u015fa \u00f6n c\u0259bh\u0259y\u0259 g\u00f6nd\u0259rilmi\u015fdi. M\u00fcharib\u0259nin \u0259n \u015fidd\u0259tli vaxt\u0131nda \u0259sir d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Ba\u015f\u0131 \u00e7ox b\u0259lalar \u00e7\u0259kmi\u015f Qalib, \u015eahbaz b\u0259yl\u0259 rastla\u015fanda sonra, tez-tez \u00fcnsiyy\u0259td\u0259 olub, g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r.\u00a0 O, \u015eahbaz b\u0259y\u0259 o\u011ful kimi, \u015eahbaz b\u0259y d\u0259 \u0259sl ata m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tli m\u00fcnasib\u0259td\u0259 oldu.<\/p>\n

Qalib \u0259sirlikd\u0259n ev\u0259 burax\u0131landa, art\u0131q 27 ya\u015fl\u0131 g\u0259nc idi. Onun 18 ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 9 il \u0259lav\u0259 olmu\u015fdur. 5 il davam ed\u0259n m\u00fcharib\u0259 ill\u0259ri, 4 il \u0259sirlik v\u0259 ev\u0259 burax\u0131lana q\u0259d\u0259r ke\u00e7\u0259n ill\u0259r. Onun v\u0259t\u0259n\u0259 qay\u0131tmaq fikri yox idi. Fikirl\u0259\u015firdi ki, v\u0259t\u0259nin\u0259 qay\u0131danda, hans\u0131 \u00fcnvana, hans\u0131 k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259ki binaya yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b, hans\u0131 m\u0259nzilin qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6y\u0259c\u0259k, kim onun \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 bax\u0131b, ba\u011fr\u0131na bas\u0131b h\u00f6nk\u00fcr\u0259-h\u00f6nk\u00fcr\u0259 a\u011flay\u0131b-sevin\u0259c\u0259k? \u00c7\u0131x\u0131\u015f yolunu ancaq olduqlar\u0131 \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 qalmaq da g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fc. A\u011fl\u0131na g\u0259tir\u0259 bilmirdi ki, \u015eahbaz b\u0259y onun yolunda can\u0131ndan ke\u00e7m\u0259y\u0259 haz\u0131r olan bir ata kimi onu he\u00e7 yanda qoyub \u00f6z evin\u0259 qay\u0131da bilm\u0259z. Onlar\u0131n h\u0259r ikisin\u0259 burax\u0131l\u0131\u015f v\u0259r\u0259q\u0259si veril\u0259nd\u0259n sonra g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcl\u0259r. Qalib sevinm\u0259k \u0259v\u0259zin\u0259 a\u011flama\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. \u015eahbaz b\u0259y onun m\u0259yus olub a\u011flama\u011f\u0131na d\u00f6zm\u0259yib \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 a\u011flayaraq onu qucaqlay\u0131b dedi bala, m\u0259n s\u0259nsiz ya\u015faya bilm\u0259r\u0259m, s\u0259n m\u0259niml\u0259 biz\u0259 getm\u0259lis\u0259n. G\u0259l ged\u0259k tez bilet al\u0131b yola d\u00fc\u015f\u0259k. M\u0259n evimiz\u0259 x\u0259b\u0259r verm\u0259d\u0259n q\u0131z\u0131m\u0131n ad g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u0259 sevinc h\u0259diyy\u0259si etm\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m. \u0130LAH\u0130N\u0130N yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 taley\u0259 bir bax, kims\u0259siz qalm\u0131\u015f insana n\u0259 xo\u015fb\u0259xtlik yaz\u0131l\u0131bm\u0131\u015f? Onlar\u0131n h\u0259r ikisi sa\u011f qald\u0131qlar\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn sevinir, Allaha \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr oxuyub yola d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcl\u0259r. Qatarla 3 g\u00fcn yol g\u0259l\u0259r\u0259k \u015eahnaz xan\u0131m\u0131n ad g\u00fcn\u00fcnd\u0259 ev\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131lar<\/p>\n

V\u0259t\u0259n u\u011frunda d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fd\u0259n g\u0259lmi\u015f h\u0259r iki v\u0259t\u0259nda\u015f do\u011fma ata-bala m\u00fcnasib\u0259tind\u0259 qalaraq, bir ail\u0259 \u00fczv\u00fc kimi ya\u015famaq q\u0259rar\u0131na g\u0259ldil\u0259r. \u015eahbaz b\u0259y \u00f6z m\u00fchasib v\u0259zif\u0259sind\u0259 i\u015f\u0259 d\u00fcz\u0259ldi. Qalib x\u0259cal\u0259tind\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 yer tapm\u0131rd\u0131. O, i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259k qazan\u0131b \u00f6z\u00fc-\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc t\u0259min etm\u0259li idi. \u015eahnaz xan\u0131m\u0131n k\u00f6m\u0259kliyi il\u0259 o, b\u00fct\u00fcn f\u0259nl\u0259ri \u00f6yr\u0259nib gec\u0259 m\u0259kt\u0259bind\u0259 oxuyub v\u0259siq\u0259 ald\u0131. Atas\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131nda da m\u00fchasiblik s\u0259n\u0259tini \u00f6yr\u0259ndi. Qalib art\u0131q s\u0259rb\u0259st ail\u0259 sahibi olma\u011fa qadir v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259 idi. \u015eahnaz xan\u0131m\u0131 ilk g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u0259n b\u0259y\u0259nmi\u015f v\u0259 q\u0259lbinin \u0259n d\u0259rinliyind\u0259 b\u0259sl\u0259diyi sevgi-m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tini qarda\u015f sayd\u0131\u011f\u0131 bac\u0131ya elan etm\u0259y\u0259 g\u00fcc\u00fc \u00e7atm\u0131r utan\u0131rd\u0131. \u015eahnaz xan\u0131m \u00f6z ilk sevgilisi Turan\u0131n e\u015fqi il\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131r, onun \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc intihar etm\u0259k m\u0259qs\u0259dini unutmur, hal-haz\u0131rda da onun taleyi il\u0259 maraqlan\u0131b \u0259zab \u00e7\u0259kir, o, harada? Nec\u0259dir? Yad\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xara bilmirdi.<\/p>\n

Qalibin kiml\u0259 xo\u015fb\u0259xt olaca\u011f\u0131na da, \u00fcr\u0259k a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131 il\u0259 yana\u015f\u0131r, onun \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u00f6st\u0259rdiyi m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259ti d\u0259rind\u0259n ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb anlay\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u0130lk g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f g\u00fcn\u00fcnd\u0259n Qalibin vur\u011fun bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n, mehriban m\u00fcnasib\u0259tl\u0259rinin \u015fahidi idi. O, ALLAHIN ona verdiyi m\u00f6hk\u0259m irad\u0259nin, \u0259qli silah olan d\u00f6z\u00fcml\u00fc s\u0259brin hesab\u0131na, m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tinin e\u015fq alovlu tonqal\u0131nda yanan \u00fcr\u0259yinin s\u0131zlayan a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131na d\u00f6z\u0259-d\u00f6z\u0259, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u0259l\u0259 al\u0131b, olanlar\u0131 unutma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r v\u0259 v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015f yolu tap\u0131b, q\u0259rara g\u0259lir, bildirm\u0259k ist\u0259yir.<\/p>\n

Qalib m\u0259qs\u0259dini kim\u0259 desin, kim il\u0259 fikrini b\u00f6l\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcrs\u00fcn? Ata q\u0259bul etdiyi \u015eahbaz b\u0259y\u0259mi bildirsin? Ya bac\u0131 say\u0131lan \u015eahnaz xan\u0131mam\u0131 e\u015fq elan etsin? D\u0259rdini kim\u0259 desin? \u015eahnaz xan\u0131m fikirl\u0259\u015firdi ki, bu kims\u0259siz, q\u0259\u015f\u0259ng, d\u0259y\u0259rli g\u0259nci kim xo\u015fb\u0259xt ed\u0259 bil\u0259r, \u00f6z sevgilisind\u0259n ba\u015fqa. Y\u0259qin, onun al\u0131n yaz\u0131s\u0131ndak\u0131 tale qism\u0259ti, onu \u00f6z aya\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 g\u0259tirib qism\u0259tin\u0259 nail edir. Odur ki, o, Qalibi v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xarmaq yollar\u0131 axtar\u0131rd\u0131. Qalibin al\u0131n yaz\u0131s\u0131ndak\u0131 tale qism\u0259ti \u015eahnaz xan\u0131m imi\u015f ki, \u00f6z aya\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 g\u0259lib, onu tapm\u0131\u015fd\u0131r…<\/p>\n

\u015eahnaz xan\u0131m \u00e7ox g\u00f6t\u00fcr-qoy ed\u0259nd\u0259n sonra anas\u0131 G\u00fclnaz xan\u0131ma \u00f6z fikrini a\u00e7\u0131qlad\u0131. Anan\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259 sevincl\u0259 b\u0259rab\u0259r, b\u00f6y\u00fck xo\u015fb\u0259xtlik yarand\u0131. O. el\u0259 bilirdi ki. \u015eahnaz xan\u0131m ilk sevgilisi Turandan sonra he\u00e7 kim\u0259 raz\u0131l\u0131q verm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k. H\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259n d\u0259 \u015eahnaz xan\u0131m Turan\u0131 unuda bilmirdi. O, ancaq kims\u0259siz Qalibin g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr, onu xo\u015fb\u0259xt g\u00f6rm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi. Ana-bala ail\u0259l\u0259rinin xo\u015fb\u0259xtliyini – Qalibin xo\u015fb\u0259xtliyind\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fc. Ata-anas\u0131z b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f, kims\u0259siz Qalibi ay\u0131rmaq ist\u0259mirl\u0259r. G\u00fclnaz xan\u0131m, \u015eahbaz b\u0259yi \u0259hvalatla tan\u0131\u015f edir. \u015eahbaz b\u0259yin \u00fcr\u0259yinin d\u0259rinliyind\u0259 ki, arzusu \u00fcz\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r. O, bundan vacib he\u00e7 bir ist\u0259yim yoxdur, deyir. O, g\u0259ncl\u0259rin birl\u0259\u015fm\u0259sin\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259kd\u0259n raz\u0131l\u0131q verir. ALLAH-dan \u00e7ox raz\u0131 oldu\u011funu bildirir. H\u0259r t\u0259r\u0259fli raz\u0131l\u0131qdan sonra, g\u0259ncl\u0259r g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259ri \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn planlar c\u0131z\u0131r. Qalib oxuyub ali t\u0259hsilli m\u00fct\u0259x\u0259ssis in\u015faat\u00e7\u0131 m\u00fch\u0259ndis olur v\u0259 \u00f6z ixtisas\u0131 \u00fczr\u0259 i\u015f\u0259 d\u00fcz\u0259lir. Ona el\u0259 g\u0259lirdi ki, he\u00e7 vaxt ata-anas\u0131z olmay\u0131b, sad\u0259c\u0259 onlardan ayr\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcbm\u00fc\u015f. Hal-haz\u0131rda onlarla bir yerd\u0259dir. Qas\u0131r\u011fal\u0131 f\u0131rt\u0131na t\u0259hl\u00fck\u0259si g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259n amans\u0131z d\u0259nizd\u0259, k\u00f6m\u0259ksiz qalan kapitan\u0131n taleyin\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259y\u0259n, kims\u0259siz g\u0259nc-Qalib \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, aya\u011fa durub, s\u0259n\u0259d sahibi olmaq, h\u0259yata at\u0131l\u0131b c\u0259miyy\u0259t aras\u0131nda yer tutmaq, ail\u0259 sahibi olmaq, n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u00e7\u0259tin olard\u0131?! Qalib v\u0259 \u015eahnaz xan\u0131m, g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fckl\u0259ri ilk g\u00fcnd\u0259n iki il ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259n sonra, ail\u0259 qurub birl\u0259\u015fdil\u0259r. \u0130ki o\u011ful, iki q\u0131z ata-anas\u0131 Qalib b\u0259yl\u0259, \u015eahnaz xan\u0131m\u0131n bel\u0259 yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 al\u0131n yaz\u0131s\u0131…<\/p>\n

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