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Zaman ke\u00e7dikc\u0259,\u00a0ya\u015f \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 ya\u015f g\u0259lir, \u015fagirdl\u0259r b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcb sinifd\u0259n-sinf\u0259 ke\u00e7ir. Yeddinci sinif \u015fagirdi Mehriban komsomol s\u0131ras\u0131na q\u0259bula haz\u0131rla\u015f\u0131r. O, d\u0259rs aras\u0131 t\u0259n\u0259ff\u00fcsd\u0259 oturdu\u011fu partadan durub he\u00e7 yana getmir, yar\u0131m\u00e7\u0131q qalm\u0131\u015f m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259 v\u0259 ya misallar\u0131n h\u0259llini davam etdir\u0259r v\u0259 ya ba\u015fqa bir d\u0259rsin davam\u0131 il\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u011ful olurdu. \u0130dman d\u0259rsind\u0259 c\u00fcrb\u0259c\u00fcr oyunlarda q\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 qazan\u0131rd\u0131. Turnikd\u0259 m\u00fcxt\u0259lif h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tl\u0259rl\u0259 f\u0131rlana-f\u0131rlana, m\u0259\u015fql\u0259r edir, baxanlar\u0131n r\u0259\u011fb\u0259tini qazan\u0131rd\u0131. Y\u00fcks\u0259klikd\u0259n tullan\u0131r, y\u00fcr\u00fc\u015fd\u0259 birinci yeri tuturdu. \u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259 t\u0259bi\u0259tc\u0259 t\u0259rav\u0259tli, cazib\u0259dar oldu\u011funa g\u00f6r\u0259, ham\u0131n\u0131n xo\u015funa g\u0259lirdi. O, ki\u00e7ik ya\u015flar\u0131nda rastla\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131 hadis\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n sonra b\u00fct\u00fcn o\u011flan yolda\u015flardan uzaq g\u0259zir, onlardan utan\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Bu d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259, Mehriban ad\u0259ti \u00fczr\u0259, t\u0259n\u0259ff\u00fcsd\u0259 oturdu\u011fu partadan durmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. U\u015faqlar ham\u0131 bay\u0131ra \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Sinifd\u0259 sakitlik idi. O, ba\u015f\u0131 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 n\u0259 is\u0259 yaz\u0131rd\u0131. Bird\u0259n qap\u0131 sakitc\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131r, kims\u0259 sinf\u0259 girir. Mehriban ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131r\u0131b g\u0259l\u0259n\u0259 bax\u0131r. Ani d\u0259qiq\u0259d\u0259, g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 baxan g\u00f6z\u00fcn cazib\u0259sind\u0259n g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u00e7\u0259k\u0259 bilmir, nitqi tutulur s\u00f6z soru\u015fa bilmir… \u00dcr\u0259yinin d\u00f6y\u00fcnt\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fc sakitl\u0259\u015fm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan o\u011flan, \u0259lind\u0259 g\u0259tirdiyi d\u0259ft\u0259r-kitab\u0131 ona uzadaraq titr\u0259k s\u0259sl\u0259: –\u00a0Komsomola ke\u00e7m\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn laz\u0131m olan \u0259d\u0259biyyatd\u0131r, yax\u015f\u0131 haz\u0131rla\u015f, deyib, tez sinifd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r. Z\u0259ng vurulur, u\u015faqlar, h\u0259r k\u0259s \u00f6z yerind\u0259 \u0259yl\u0259\u015fir. Mehriban\u0131n h\u0259y\u0259candan\u00a0\u00fcr\u0259yi d\u00f6y\u00fcn\u00fcr, fikrini toplaya bilmir, parta yolda\u015f\u0131 M\u0259nz\u0259rin dediyi s\u00f6zl\u0259ri e\u015fitmir. D\u0259rsl\u0259ri qurtar\u0131r, anas\u0131 v\u0259 qon\u015fu \u015fagird yolda\u015flar\u0131 il\u0259 evl\u0259rin\u0259 g\u0259lir. laz\u0131m olan i\u015fl\u0259rini g\u00f6r\u00fcb qurtarandan sonra,\u00a0ad\u0259ti \u00fczr\u0259, saat 21-d\u0259 yata\u011f\u0131na uzan\u0131r. Uzun m\u00fcdd\u0259t yuxuya gedib-yata bilmir. T\u0259z\u0259c\u0259 yuxuya gedir, qorxulu s\u0259s e\u015fidib, dik at\u0131l\u0131r. Yerind\u0259 oturub s\u0259s\u0259 qulaq as\u0131r. Qon\u015fu \u018fhm\u0259d ki\u015fi a\u011flaya-a\u011flaya g\u0259lib Nadir b\u0259y\u0259 deyir: Nadir dada\u015f, m\u0259nim lampam\u0131 Allah yand\u0131r\u0131b, lampan\u0131 \u00f6pd\u00fcm dodaqlar\u0131m yand\u0131, \u00e7ox incidir bilmir\u0259m indi n\u0259 edim?\u00a0 Nadir b\u0259y onun s\u0259rxo\u015f oldu\u011funu bilirdi. \u018fhm\u0259d ki\u015fi g\u00fcnd\u00fczl\u0259r i\u015f\u0259 ged\u0259nd\u0259 lampan\u0131 yand\u0131r\u0131b gedirdi ki, qay\u0131danda qaranl\u0131q olur, lampan\u0131 yand\u0131randa\u00a0\u00e7\u0259tinlik \u00e7\u0259kir. Bu d\u0259f\u0259 s\u0259rxo\u015f oldu\u011funa g\u00f6r\u0259 yadda\u015f\u0131 pozulub.<\/p>\n

Nurcahan xan\u0131m pamb\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00fcn\u0259baxan ya\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 islad\u0131b ona verir, o doda\u011f\u0131na qoyur, sonra kartof k\u0259sib qoyurlar. Gec\u0259 yar\u0131s\u0131 Nadir b\u0259y onu apar\u0131b evind\u0259 rahatlay\u0131b-qay\u0131d\u0131r. \u018fhm\u0259d ki\u015finin h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131 il\u0259 yegan\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131 ticar\u0259t i\u015fl\u0259ri il\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u011ful olduqlar\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, evd\u0259 yox idil\u0259r. Mehriban\u0131n yuxusu qa\u00e7\u0131r, yata bilmir. O, komsomol s\u0131ras\u0131na daxil olmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn veril\u0259n \u0259d\u0259biyyatlar\u0131 v\u0259r\u0259ql\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131r. Doqquzuncu sinif \u015fagirdi Tahirin g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n ba\u015fqa, g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u00fcr. \u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fc d\u0259ryan\u0131n ortas\u0131ndan sahilin hans\u0131 t\u0259r\u0259fin\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr. Ke\u00e7irdiyi hissl\u0259rin h\u0259y\u0259can\u0131nda bo\u011fulur, s\u0259h\u0259rin tez g\u0259lm\u0259sini g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi. K\u00f6ks\u00fcnd\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yini d\u00f6y\u00fcnd\u00fcr\u0259n duy\u011fularla, q\u0259lbind\u0259 alov sa\u00e7an m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t e\u015fqi il\u0259, s\u0259h\u0259r m\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259 ged\u0259c\u0259k sevinc hisl\u0259ri il\u0259, yuxuya gedir… S\u0259h\u0259r \u00e7ox erk\u0259n oyan\u0131r. Q\u0259lbini intizarl\u0131 narahatl\u0131q s\u0131z\u0131ldad\u0131r, rahat d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259 imkan vermir. O, \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131 h\u0259y\u0259canl\u0131 varl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda q\u0131\u011f\u0131lc\u0131m sa\u00e7an alova b\u0259nz\u0259r sevgi hissini h\u0259r k\u0259sd\u0259n gizl\u0259tsin. Ancaq, g\u0259nclik sevgisinin ist\u0259k \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcs\u00fc sonsuz oldu\u011fu \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, n\u0259 a\u011fl\u0131n\u0131, n\u0259d\u0259 irad\u0259sini \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 tabe etm\u0259y\u0259 g\u00fcc\u00fc \u00e7atm\u0131r. M\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t m\u00fcqavim\u0259ti qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda aciz qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Nurcahan xan\u0131m q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n \u0259hval-ruhiyy\u0259sind\u0259n nigaran idi. O, qorxurdu ki, yen\u0259 d\u0259, k\u00f6hn\u0259 ba\u015f ver\u0259n hadis\u0259 t\u0259krarlan\u0131r. Odur ki, Nurcahan xan\u0131m q\u0131z\u0131ndan soru\u015fur: – Q\u0131z\u0131m s\u0259ni narahat ed\u0259n s\u0259b\u0259b varm\u0131? M\u0259nd\u0259n gizl\u0259tm\u0259, yen\u0259 n\u0259 t\u0259hl\u00fck\u0259 ba\u015f verib? Mehriban anas\u0131n\u0131n hissiyyat\u0131n\u0131 duymu\u015fdur. V\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yol axtar\u0131rd\u0131. O, anas\u0131n\u0131 b\u0259rk-b\u0259rk qucaqlay\u0131b, \u00f6p\u0259-\u00f6p\u0259 deyir: \u201cCan\u0131m anam, he\u00e7 bir t\u0259hl\u00fck\u0259li hadis\u0259 yoxdur, s\u0259n\u0259 kim n\u0259 deyib? n\u0259y\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 m\u0259nd\u0259n nigaransan?\u00a0 M\u0259n s\u0259nin \u0259n xo\u015fb\u0259xt q\u0131z\u0131nam, arxay\u0131n ol!\u201d. Nurcahan xan\u0131m bir anl\u0131\u011fa x\u0259yala dal\u0131b, g\u0259nclik ill\u0259rini yad\u0131na sal\u0131r. Bu s\u00f6hb\u0259td\u0259n sonra Mehriban rahatla\u015f\u0131r, el\u0259 bil ke\u00e7ilm\u0259z bir da\u011f\u0131 a\u015f\u0131r. O, \u00f6z sirrini \u0259n yax\u0131n r\u0259fiq\u0259sin\u0259 d\u0259 bildirm\u0259k ist\u0259mirdi. Ancaq \u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131dlar\u0131n\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131na g\u0259l\u0259n hadis\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 maraqlan\u0131rd\u0131. Bilm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi ki, onun taleyin\u0259 ox\u015far olan varm\u0131.<\/p>\n

S\u0259kkizinci sinifd\u0259 \u0259d\u0259biyyat m\u00fc\u0259llimi ulduz jurnal\u0131nda d\u0259rc olunmu\u015f maraql\u0131 bir m\u0259qal\u0259 haqq\u0131nda m\u0259ruz\u0259 edir v\u0259 m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259t g\u00f6r\u00fcr ki, b\u00fct\u00fcn u\u015faqlar o jurnaldak\u0131 m\u0259qal\u0259ni oxusunlar. \u00d6z\u00fcnd\u0259 olan jurnal\u0131 sahibin\u0259 qaytarmal\u0131 oldu\u011funa g\u00f6r\u0259 he\u00e7 kim\u0259 ver\u0259 bilm\u0259r\u0259m deyir.\u00a0 D\u0259rsd\u0259n sonra 7-ci sinif \u015fagirdi Mehribanla bir sinifd\u0259 oxuyan, \u0259d\u0259biyyat\u0131 sev\u0259n \u015e\u0259hla, m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259d\u0259n ulduz jurnal\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb, sabah qaytaraca\u011f\u0131na s\u00f6z verir. O, evl\u0259rin\u0259 \u00e7atan kimi h\u0259y\u0259tl\u0259rind\u0259 qoyulmu\u015f oturacaqda oturub h\u0259v\u0259sl\u0259 maraql\u0131 m\u0259qal\u0259ni oxuma\u011fa ba\u015flay\u0131r. Oturdu\u011fu yerin yax\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda buzov ba\u011flanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. T\u0259l\u0259sik kims\u0259 \u015e\u0259hlan\u0131 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131r, o, jurnal\u0131 oturdu\u011fu yerd\u0259 qoyub gedir. Qay\u0131danda jurnal\u0131 buzovun a\u011fz\u0131nda \u00e7eyn\u0259diyini g\u00f6r\u00fcr. Q\u0131z \u00e7ox dar\u0131x\u0131b narahat olur. \u00d6z\u00fcn\u0259 yer tap\u0131b dinc\u0259l\u0259 bilmir. N\u0259hay\u0259t \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015f yolu tap\u0131b olanlar\u0131 \u015feirl\u0259 ifad\u0259 edib yaz\u0131r. M\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259 8-ci sinifd\u0259 d\u0259rs verdiyi zaman, jurnal \u0259v\u0259zin\u0259, yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015feiri ona verir. M\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259 \u015e\u0259hlan\u0131n yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015feiri sinifd\u0259 u\u015faqlara oxuyur. D\u0259rs \u00e7ox maraql\u0131 ke\u00e7ir, m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259 \u015e\u0259hlaya n\u00fcmun\u0259vi\u00a0d\u0259rs \u0259la\u00e7\u0131s\u0131 sa\u011f\u0131rd v\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yin g\u00f6rk\u0259mli \u015fair\u0259si kimi, qiym\u0259t verir, onu ba\u011f\u0131\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bildirir. Bu haqda olan maraql\u0131 m\u0259lumatlar\u0131 s\u0259kkizinci sinif \u015fagirdi, \u015fair\u0259 kimi ad qazanm\u0131\u015f N\u0259rgiz, \u015feirl\u0259 ifad\u0259 edib yeddinci sinifd\u0259 Mehribanla oxuyan, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00fcnahkar hesab ed\u0259n \u015e\u0259hlaya g\u0259tirib verir. \u015e\u0259hla, N\u0259rgizin yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015feiri \u00f6z sinif \u015fagirdl\u0259rin\u0259 oxuyur v\u0259 cavab olaraq yeni \u015feir yaz\u0131b \u015fair\u0259 N\u0259rgiz\u0259 verir. Bu m\u00fcnasib\u0259tl\u0259ri m\u00fc\u015fahid\u0259 ed\u0259n Mehriban \u00f6z fikrini felyeton adl\u0131 \u015feirind\u0259 ifad\u0259 edib, \u015fair\u0259 N\u0259rgiz\u0259 verir. Ert\u0259si g\u00fcn \u015e\u0259hlan\u0131n \u015feirin\u0259 cavab yazmam\u0131\u015f N\u0259rgiz, Mehriban\u0131n \u015feirin\u0259 cavab olaraq, \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259r \u00e7\u0259kilmi\u015f b\u0259z\u0259kli ka\u011f\u0131zda yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f \u015feiri g\u0259tirir. Cavabda, Mehriban\u0131n \u015feiri \u00e7ox m\u0259nal\u0131 v\u0259 d\u0259y\u0259rli oldu\u011fu, g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yin g\u00f6z\u0259l \u015fair\u0259si kimi tan\u0131naca\u011f\u0131 bildirilir. \u015e\u0259hla \u015feirin\u0259 cavab almad\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn N\u0259rgizd\u0259n inciyir.\u00a0 Ancaq gec d\u0259 olsa N\u0259rgiz, \u015e\u0259hlan\u0131n \u015feirin\u0259 cavab yaz\u0131b verir. Bel\u0259likl\u0259 q\u0131zlar\u0131n aras\u0131nda \u015feirl\u0259rl\u0259 yaz\u0131\u015fmalar ba\u015flay\u0131r. Onlar\u0131n \u015feirl\u0259ri m\u0259kt\u0259bin divar q\u0259zetind\u0259 d\u0259rc olunurdu.\u00a0 N\u0259rgiz il\u0259 Mehriban\u0131n yaz\u0131\u015fmas\u0131 m\u00fcnt\u0259z\u0259m hala \u00e7evrilir. Lakin, Mehribana yaz\u0131lan \u015feirl\u0259r yava\u015f-yava\u015f kim t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259 yaz\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259 da\u015f\u0131y\u0131r. Mehriban, N\u0259rgiz il\u0259 \u015feir yaz\u0131\u015fmas\u0131n dayand\u0131r\u0131r, ona yaz\u0131lan \u015feirl\u0259rin b\u0259zil\u0259rini, Mehriban\u0131n komsomola ke\u00e7m\u0259yin\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259klik edib, \u0259d\u0259biyyatlar ver\u0259n 9-cu sinif \u015fagirdi Tahir imi\u015f.<\/p>\n

Yeddinci sinif \u015fagirdl\u0259ri – s\u0259kkizinciy\u0259, s\u0259kkizincil\u0259r – doqquza, doqquzuncular onuncu sinf\u0259 ke\u00e7irl\u0259r. Mehriban\u0131n \u0259n yax\u0131n r\u0259fiq\u0259si olan Firuz\u0259nin qarda\u015f\u0131, Tahir il\u0259 bir sinifd\u0259 oxuyurdu. Tahir onlara ged\u0259nd\u0259 penc\u0259yini \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131b asd\u0131\u011f\u0131 vaxt, Firuz\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcr ki, Tahirin bil\u0259kd\u0259n yuxar\u0131, dirs\u0259yin\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r, sol qolunda Mehriban ad\u0131 yaz\u0131l\u0131b. Sirrini bildirm\u0259k ist\u0259m\u0259diyi r\u0259fiq\u0259si – Firuz\u0259 bu sirri ondan \u0259vv\u0259l bilirmi\u015f. Bu x\u0259b\u0259ri e\u015fid\u0259nd\u0259n sonra, Mehriban \u00e7ox x\u0259cal\u0259t \u00e7\u0259kir, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc narahat hiss ed\u0259r\u0259k, l\u0259yaq\u0259tsizlik oldu\u011funu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr. R\u0259fiq\u0259si vasit\u0259si il\u0259 x\u0259b\u0259r g\u00f6nd\u0259rir ki, Tahir onun adini qolundan sildirsin. X\u0259b\u0259ri e\u015fid\u0259n kimi, Tahir \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 \u0259zab olsa da ad\u0131 oxuna bilm\u0259y\u0259n \u015f\u0259kl\u0259 sald\u0131r\u0131r. Bundan sonra o, \u00f6m\u00fcrl\u00fck olaraq uzun qollu k\u00f6yn\u0259k geyinm\u0259k m\u0259cburiyy\u0259tind\u0259 qal\u0131r. Onun bu i\u015fg\u0259nc\u0259li \u0259zab\u0131n\u0131 Mehriban \u00fcr\u0259k a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131 il\u0259 ke\u00e7irir. Tahirin x\u0259b\u0259ri yox idi, bilmirdi ki, Mehriban\u0131n \u0259lac\u0131 olsa, \u00f6z t\u0259miz qolunu ona ver\u0259rdi. Onlar ancaq m\u0259kt\u0259b h\u0259y\u0259tind\u0259 ani g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u0259, d\u00f6y\u00fcn\u0259n h\u0259y\u0259canl\u0131 \u00fcr\u0259k \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131nt\u0131s\u0131 il\u0259, sevinc sa\u00e7an bax\u0131\u015flarla, nitql\u0259ri tutulur, Bir k\u0259lm\u0259 d\u0259 olsa dan\u0131\u015fa bilmirl\u0259r. Tahir bir \u015feirind\u0259 yaz\u0131r:<\/p>\n

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Mehriban\u0131m, nazl\u0131 dilb\u0259rim,
\nKe\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259 \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259n
\nM\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t duy\u011fusunun
\nQ\u0259h\u0259rind\u0259n,
\nNitqim tutulur,
\nH\u00fczurunda lal oluram.
\nG\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m naz\u0131n\u0131, q\u0259mz\u0259ni,
\nBax\u0131\u015f\u0131mla yalvar\u0131ram.<\/em><\/p>\n

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Tahir onuncu sinfi bitirib iki ilik \u0259sg\u0259rliy\u0259 gedir.\u00a0 Mehriban bu m\u00fcdd\u0259t \u0259rzind\u0259, onuncu sinfi bitirib instituta daxil olur. Oxumaqda davam edir sev\u0259nl\u0259rin say\u0131 \u00e7oxal\u0131r. O, he\u00e7 kiml\u0259 maraqlanm\u0131r.\u00a0 El\u00e7i g\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259r\u0259 raz\u0131l\u0131q vermir. Bil\u0259n yox idi ki, Tahir Mehriban\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259yinin el\u0259 d\u0259rinliyind\u0259 yerl\u0259\u015fib ki, onu oradan ancaq \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259 birlikd\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xartmaq m\u00fcmk\u00fcn olar.<\/p>\n

Tahirin atas\u0131 b\u00f6y\u00fck v\u0259t\u0259n m\u00fcharib\u0259sind\u0259n qay\u0131tmad\u0131. Onlar bir bac\u0131, bir qarda\u015f, g\u0259nc ana himay\u0259sind\u0259, a\u011f\u0131r, ill\u0259rd\u0259 \u00e7\u0259tin ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131. Mehriban bilirdi ki, Tahirin imkan\u0131 yoxdur. H\u0259sr\u0259tind\u0259 qald\u0131\u011f\u0131 m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tini axtar\u0131b taps\u0131n.\u00a0 Tahir qabaqcadan bilirmi\u015f kimi, bir \u015feirind\u0259 bel\u0259 yaz\u0131r:<\/p>\n

Ayr\u0131l\u0131q qorxusu q\u0259lbimi didir,
\nDa\u011f\u0131d\u0131r…
\nV\u00fccudum qorxulu
\nHissl\u0259r oyad\u0131r.
\nM\u00fcdhi\u015f x\u0259yallar ke\u00e7ir,
\nBeynimd\u0259n,
\nK\u0259d\u0259rli \u00fcr\u0259yim qopur,
\nYerind\u0259n.
\nAyr\u0131l\u0131q qorxusu olub-
\nH\u0259md\u0259mim,
\nL\u0259rz\u0259\u00a0g\u0259lir, g\u0259rilir duy\u011fu
\nHissl\u0259rim.
\nD\u0259rd\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m,
\nYaman…
\nAtam yoxdur sirrimi
\nA\u00e7am.
\nRuhumu ox\u015fas\u0131n, t\u0259s\u0259lli
\ntapam.<\/em><\/p>\n

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Mehriban\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259ri t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259l\u0259r aras\u0131nda Tahirini axtar\u0131r. O, \u00fcmid edirdi, b\u0259lk\u0259 \u0259sg\u0259rlikd\u0259n sonra Tahir qiyabi \u015f\u00f6b\u0259y\u0259 instituta q\u0259bul ola bil\u0259r, g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259rl\u0259r. Bu t\u0259s\u0259lli il\u0259, Mehriban Tahirin yolunu g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi.\u00a0 G\u00f6z\u0259l s\u0259si il\u0259 ah\u0259st\u0259-ah\u0259st\u0259 xar\u0131 b\u00fclb\u00fcl mahn\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 oxuyurdu.<\/p>\n


\nV\u0259t\u0259n ba\u011f\u0131 al-\u0259lvand\u0131r,
\nYox i\u00e7ind\u0259 Xar\u0131 b\u00fclb\u00fcl<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00d6m\u00fcr s\u00fcrm\u0259li d\u00f6vrand\u0131r
\nS\u0259sin g\u0259lsin sar\u0131 B\u00fclb\u00fcl.<\/em><\/p>\n

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Mehriban institutu v\u0259t\u0259n ba\u011f\u0131 t\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr edir, t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259l\u0259r aras\u0131nda olmayan Tahirin h\u0259sr\u0259tini \u00e7\u0259kir, onun s\u0259sini e\u015fitm\u0259k ist\u0259yir. Daimi\u00a0\u00f6z-\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 yan\u0131ql\u0131-yan\u0131ql\u0131 z\u00fcmz\u00fcm\u0259 edir. M\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tl\u0259rinin cazib\u0259 q\u00fcvv\u0259sinin \u0259ks-s\u0259das\u0131, Tar, Kaman, Saz siml\u0259rinin e\u015fq avazl\u0131 musiqi s\u0259das\u0131 t\u0259k, beynind\u0259 s\u0259sl\u0259nir, \u00fcr\u0259yini titr\u0259dirdi…<\/p>\n

O, kursdan-kursa ke\u00e7ir, g\u00f6zl\u0259ri yolda, qula\u011f\u0131 s\u0259sd\u0259, atas\u0131na h\u0259sr\u0259t qalm\u0131\u015f, imkans\u0131z Tahirini g\u00f6zl\u0259yir…<\/p>\n

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H\u0259yatda qism\u0259ti talel\u0259r se\u00e7ir,
\nYollar ayr\u0131landa vaxt, v\u0259d\u0259 ke\u00e7ir.
\nM\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t \u00f6lm\u0259yir, c\u00fcc\u0259rib, bitir,
\nK\u00f6k sal\u0131r q\u0259lbl\u0259rd\u0259 d\u0259rin\u0259 gedir.<\/em><\/p>\n

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