{"id":2411,"date":"2024-08-19T03:57:33","date_gmt":"2024-08-18T23:57:33","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/zirve.info.az\/?p=2411"},"modified":"2024-08-19T03:57:33","modified_gmt":"2024-08-18T23:57:33","slug":"bextiyar-nemetli-1963","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/zirve.info.az\/?p=2411","title":{"rendered":"B\u018fXT\u0130YAR NEM\u018fTL\u0130\u00a0(1963)"},"content":{"rendered":"

B\u0259xtiyar Mikay\u0131l o\u011flu Nem\u0259tli –<\/strong> 25 may 1963-c\u00fc ild\u0259 Nax\u00ad\u00e7\u0131\u00advan MSSR, Nax\u00ad\u00e7\u0131van (\u0130ndiki Bab\u0259k) rayonunun Ya\u00adr\u0131mca k\u0259n\u00addind\u0259 f\u0259hl\u0259 ail\u0259sind\u0259 ana\u00addan olub. 1970-ci ild\u0259 Yar\u0131mca k\u0259nd or\u00adta m\u0259kt\u0259bi\u00adnin birinci sinifin\u0259 gedib, 1980-ci ild\u0259 h\u0259\u00admin m\u0259kt\u0259bi bitirib. 1980-ci ild\u0259 Nax\u00ad\u00e7\u0131\u00advan Politexnik Tex\u00adni\u00ad\u00adkumuna daxil olub, bir il oxuduqdan sonra, 1981-ci ild\u0259 h\u0259rbi xid\u00adm\u0259t\u0259 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131l\u0131b, 1981-1983-c\u00fc ill\u0259rd\u0259 Moskva vilay\u0259tinin \u015eyolkovo \u015f\u0259h\u0259rind\u0259 h\u0259rbi xidm\u0259td\u0259 olduqdan sonra t\u0259hsilimi davam etdirib. 1985-ci ild\u0259 Texnikumu bitirdikd\u0259n sonra 1985-1988-c\u0131 ill\u0259rd\u0259 Nax\u00ad\u00e7\u0131van \u015f\u0259h\u0259rind\u0259 yerl\u0259\u015f\u0259n Elek\u00adtro\u00adtexnika zavodunda, 1988-1992-ci il\u00adl\u0259r\u00add\u0259 Nax\u00e7\u0131van d\u0259mir yol stan\u00adsi\u00adyas\u0131nda i\u015fl\u0259yib. 1990-c\u0131 ild\u0259 birinci Qa\u00adraba\u011f m\u00fcharib\u0259si ba\u015f\u00adla\u00adyanda 3 ay k\u00f6\u00adn\u00fcll\u00fc olaraq c\u0259bh\u0259y\u0259 gedib, sonra is\u0259 Bab\u0259k rayon h\u0259rbi komis\u00adsarl\u0131\u011f\u0131 t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n s\u0259f\u0259rb\u0259rliy\u0259 \u00e7a\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adr\u0131\u00adl\u0131b, m\u00fcharib\u0259 vete\u00adra\u00adn\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n

1992-1996-c\u0131 ill\u0259rd\u0259 Bab\u0259k rayon tarix-diyar\u015f\u00fcnasl\u0131q muze\u00adyin\u00add\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131b. 2000-ci ild\u0259 Rusiya Federasiyas\u0131n\u0131n paytaxt\u0131 Mos\u00adkva \u015f\u0259\u00adh\u0259\u00adri\u00adn\u0259 k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcb v\u0259 haz\u0131rda da orada ya\u015fay\u0131r v\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259yir.<\/p>\n

\u0130lk \u015feirl\u0259rini 1998-ci ild\u0259 yaz\u0131b, 25 illik fasil\u0259d\u0259n sonra ye\u00adni\u00add\u0259n yaz\u00adma\u011fa ba\u015flay\u0131b. \u015eeirl\u0259ri m\u00fcxt\u0259lif m\u0259tbuat orqanlar\u0131nda, o c\u00fcm\u00adl\u0259d\u0259n, \u201c\u015e\u0259rqin s\u0259si\u201d, \u201cElm v\u0259 t\u0259hsil\u201d q\u0259zetl\u0259rind\u0259, \u201cZiM.Az\u201d v\u0259 \u201cZir\u00adve.info\u201d saytlar\u0131nda, \u201cZirv\u0259\u201d, \u201c\u015eah da\u011f\u0131\u201d, \u201cS\u00f6z x\u0259zin\u0259si\u201d, \u201cCan\u0131m Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131m\u201d, \u201cQara Arxac\u201d, \u201cBahar \u0259tirli duy\u011fular\u201d v\u0259 s. \u0259d\u0259bi m\u0259c\u00admu\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 d\u0259rc olunub.<\/p>\n

“G\u00f6zl\u0259r q\u0259lbin aynas\u0131d\u0131r” adl\u0131 bir kitab\u0131n m\u00fc\u0259llifi\u00addir<\/p>\n

Biz d\u0259 B\u0259xtiyar Nem\u0259tliy\u0259 yeni-yeni yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131q u\u011furlar\u0131 ar\u00adzu\u00adlay\u0131r, d\u0259y\u0259rli oxucular\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 \u015fairin duy\u011fu d\u00fcnyas\u0131ndan s\u00fcz\u00fc\u00adl\u00fcb g\u0259l\u0259n mis\u00adralarla tan\u0131\u015f olma\u011fa d\u0259v\u0259t edir v\u0259 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131da onun bir ne\u00e7\u0259 \u015feirini diq\u00adq\u0259\u00adti\u00adniz\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131r\u0131r\u0131q.<\/p>\n

RAM\u0130L\u018f \u018fL\u0130YEVA,<\/strong><\/span>
\n\u201cYurd.\u0130nfo.Az\u201d-\u0131n \u015f\u00f6b\u0259 m\u00fcdiri,
\n\u201cZirv\u0259\u201d v\u0259 \u201cZ\u0259f\u0259r\u201d m\u00fckafatlar\u0131 laureat\u0131<\/em>
\n<\/em>ZiM.Az<\/em><\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n

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D\u018fRD G\u018fT\u0130RD\u0130 AYRILIQ<\/p>\n

G\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm\u00fc duymay\u0131nca buludlar,
\nN\u0259r\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kib s\u0259h\u0259r\u0259c\u0259n a\u011flay\u0131b.
\nBil\u0259nd\u0259 ki v\u0259fas\u0131zsan sel-sular,
\nS\u0259n\u0259 ged\u0259n yollar\u0131m\u0131 ba\u011flay\u0131b.<\/p>\n

S\u0259n el\u0259 od qoyub \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b getmis\u0259n
\nOdunu s\u00f6nd\u00fcrm\u00fcr ya\u011fan ya\u011f\u0131\u015flar.
\nBir e\u015fqin alovun qoydun sin\u0259md\u0259,
\n\u00c7\u0259tin bu \u00fcr\u0259yim s\u0259ni ba\u011f\u0131\u015flar.<\/p>\n

V\u00fcsala \u00fcz tutdum h\u0259sr\u0259t qoymad\u0131,
\nBaxt\u0131m\u0131 hicran\u0131n talad\u0131, \u00e7apd\u0131.
\n\u00d6mr\u00fcm bo\u015f k\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259 \u0259sdi, k\u00fckr\u0259di,
\nG\u0259ldi qism\u0259timi ayr\u0131l\u0131q tapd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Sorsan m\u0259n\u0259 bu sevgid\u0259n n\u0259 qald\u0131,
\nDost tan\u0131\u015fdan soraqla\u015f\u0131b bil\u0259rs\u0259n.
\nD\u0259rd \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 d\u0259rd g\u0259tirdi ayr\u0131l\u0131q,
\nBu d\u0259rd m\u0259ni \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u0259nd\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259rs\u0259n.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 12.05.2024<\/em><\/p>\n

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B\u0130LM\u018fD\u0130N K\u0130 S\u018fN<\/p>\n

Aldan\u0131b g\u00fcl \u00fcz\u0259, \u015firin s\u00f6zl\u0259r\u0259
\nSaxta sevgil\u0259rd\u0259n qa\u00e7asan g\u0259r\u0259k.
\nYalan\u00e7\u0131 a\u015f\u0131qi \u00e7\u0259kib \u00e7arm\u0131xa,
\nSevir\u0259m s\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n asasan g\u0259r\u0259k.<\/p>\n

Bilm\u0259din n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r a\u011fr\u0131-ac\u0131n\u0131,
\nBu q\u0131r\u0131q q\u0259lbimd\u0259 nec\u0259 da\u015f\u0131d\u0131m.
\nS\u0259nin h\u0259sr\u0259tinl\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb \u00e7\u00f6ll\u0259r\u0259 ,
\nS\u0259hrada d\u0259rvi\u015f t\u0259k t\u0259nha ya\u015fad\u0131m.<\/p>\n

\u018fn \u00e7\u0259tin g\u00fcn\u00fcmd\u0259, x\u0259st\u0259 yatanda,
\nDad\u0131ma yetm\u0259di n\u0259 qarda\u015f, bac\u0131.
\nT\u0259k s\u0259ni ist\u0259dim Tanr\u0131dan ancaq,
\nRuhumun ruhuna var ehtiyac\u0131.<\/p>\n

Q\u0259lbim par\u00e7alan\u0131b, s\u0131zlayan zaman,
\nS\u0259n d\u0259rman olmad\u0131n yarama m\u0259nim.
\nQ\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bir \u00fcr\u0259k qoyub getmis\u0259n,
\nBir daha soru\u015fma, arama m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

He\u00e7 zaman duymad\u0131n, bilm\u0259din ki s\u0259n,
\nM\u0259n n\u0259l\u0259r ya\u015fad\u0131m, m\u0259n n\u0259l\u0259r \u00e7\u0259kdim.
\n\u0130tirdim h\u0259yat\u0131n \u015firinliyini,
\n\u00d6z\u00fcm\u0259 ac\u0131dan bir yuva tikdim.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 13.06.2024<\/em><\/p>\n

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S\u018fB\u018fBS\u0130Z AYRILIQ<\/p>\n

S\u0259b\u0259bsiz ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n s\u0259h\u0259ri \u00e7\u0259tin olur,
\nOyan\u0131b sevdiyini g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 yan\u0131nda.
\n\u0130ntizar\u0131 q\u0259lbini \u00e7\u0259kir sor\u011fu-suala,
\nBir d\u0259 bax\u0131b g\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u0259n, qalmay\u0131b can can\u0131nda.<\/p>\n

\u00d6z\u00fcnd\u0259n soru\u015fursan ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n s\u0259b\u0259bin,
\nOnsuz gec\u0259l\u0259r s\u0259n\u0259 uzun v\u0259 sonsuz g\u0259lir.
\nCan qurtara bilmirs\u0259n suallar ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131ndan,
\nH\u0259sr\u0259ti ne\u015ft\u0259r olub q\u0259lbini h\u0259r an d\u0259lir.<\/p>\n

\u00c7ar\u0259sizlik i\u00e7ind\u0259 qovrulursan, yan\u0131rsan
\nD\u0259yi\u015filir b\u00fcsb\u00fct\u00fcn insan\u0131n t\u0259bi\u0259ti.
\nBilirs\u0259n ki uzaqda o \u00e7oxdan xo\u015fb\u0259xt olub,
\nS\u0259n\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131 qalmay\u0131b n\u0259 arzu, n\u0259 niyy\u0259ti.<\/p>\n

Bir \u00fcmid i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131na b\u0259l\u0259nib g\u00f6zl\u0259s\u0259n d\u0259,
\nMin yerd\u0259n k\u00f6ks\u00fcnd\u0259ki \u00fcr\u0259yin pul-pul olur.
\n\u00c7iling-\u00e7iling \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259y\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259yir xatir\u0259si,
\n\u00c7i\u00e7\u0259k arzular\u0131nda, el\u0259 q\u0259lbind\u0259 solur.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a031.05.2024<\/em><\/p>\n

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ASILDIM RUHUNUN QANADLARINDAN<\/p>\n

M\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 sevgimd\u0259n bir yuva qurdum,
\nB\u00fct\u00fcn \u015feirl\u0259rim yaz\u0131ld\u0131 s\u0259n\u0259.
\nBu q\u0259d\u0259r sev\u0259rk\u0259n eh n\u0259 bilim ki,
\nK\u00f6ks\u00fcnd\u0259 bir m\u0259zar qaz\u0131ld\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259.<\/p>\n

\u00dcr\u0259k ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n s\u0259h\u0259ri kimi,
\nH\u00fcz\u00fcnl\u00fc, k\u0259d\u0259rli bombo\u015f qal\u0131bd\u0131r.
\nSa\u011falmaz yaralar, a\u011fr\u0131 ac\u0131lar,
\nK\u00f6\u00e7 edib q\u0259lbim\u0259 yuva sal\u0131bd\u0131r.<\/p>\n

S\u00f6zl\u0259r d\u00fcy\u00fcn-d\u00fcy\u00fcn q\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 d\u00f6nd\u00fc,
\nH\u0259sr\u0259tin k\u00f6ks\u00fcmd\u0259 haray qopard\u0131.
\nAs\u0131ld\u0131m ruhunun qanadlar\u0131ndan,
\nM\u0259ni d\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcyl\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kib apard\u0131.<\/p>\n

Xo\u015fb\u0259xtlik he\u00e7 zaman daimi olmur,
\nQ\u0259fil g\u0259lib ged\u0259n qonaq kimidi.
\nG\u0259li\u015fi sevincli, gedi\u015fi q\u0259mli,
\nDaim xo\u015fb\u0259xt olan deyin, kim idi?!<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 17.05.2024<\/em><\/p>\n

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M\u018fL\u018fY\u0130M<\/p>\n

M\u0259ni bihu\u015f ed\u0259n c\u0259nn\u0259t qoxulu
\nQ\u0259lbimi ox\u015fayan l\u0259\u00e7\u0259k kimis\u0259n.
\nAx\u015famlar soluxub, g\u00fcnd\u00fczl\u0259r a\u00e7an
\nHaldan-hala d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k kimis\u0259n.<\/p>\n

G\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn q\u0259mz\u0259li, bax\u0131\u015f\u0131n m\u0259sum,
\nBir m\u0259l\u0259k xisl\u0259ti var g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259.
\nSevir\u0259m dem\u0259yin \u015firind\u0259n-\u015firin
\n\u0130li\u015fib qalm\u0131\u015fam bal s\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259.<\/p>\n

Bu q\u0259d\u0259r i\u015fv\u0259ni, bu q\u0259d\u0259r naz\u0131
\nTanr\u0131 bir adama verm\u0259m\u0259liydi.
\nS\u0259n\u0259 yaradan\u0131n q\u0259l\u0259m \u00e7\u0259k\u0259nd\u0259
\nCan alan bir m\u0259l\u0259k etm\u0259m\u0259liydi.<\/p>\n

S\u0259n m\u0259nim m\u0259l\u0259yim, m\u0259n s\u0259nin qulun
\nYa \u00f6ld\u00fcr, ya ya\u015fat \u00f6z\u00fcn bil\u0259rs\u0259n.
\nEtdiyim g\u00fcnahlar says\u0131z, hesabs\u0131z
\nB\u0259lk\u0259 bir savaba b\u00fck\u00fcb sil\u0259rs\u0259n.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 29.05.2024<\/em><\/p>\n

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H\u018fSR\u018fT\u0130N K\u00d6Z OLDU<\/p>\n

Q\u0259mz\u0259li g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn \u0259siri oldum
\nDedim ki yalq\u0131zam g\u0259l ovut m\u0259ni.
\nUzat \u0259ll\u0259rini, tut \u0259ll\u0259rimd\u0259n
\nDem\u0259dim t\u0259rk edib tez unut m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

Dedim ki s\u0259n \u015f\u0259m ol, p\u0259rvan\u0259n olum
\nG\u0259lim i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131na, ba\u015f\u0131na d\u00f6n\u00fcm.
\nM\u0259ni \u00f6z odunda yand\u0131r\u0131b sonra,
\nDem\u0259dim g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 ya\u015f\u0131na d\u00f6n\u00fcm.<\/p>\n

Ehh, m\u0259ni duymad\u0131n, saya salmad\u0131n
\nM\u0259n dedim, s\u0259n susub sonra da getdin.
\nH\u0259sr\u0259tin k\u00f6z oldu, yaxd\u0131 q\u0259lbimi
\nBu sev\u0259n k\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fc x\u0259rab\u0259 etdin.
\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 15.06.2024<\/em><\/p>\n

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AYRILI\u011eIN \u0130LK G\u00dcN\u00dc<\/p>\n

H\u0259sr\u0259tin libas\u0131n geyib \u0259ynin\u0259
\nG\u00f6zl\u0259rim izin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb yol ald\u0131.
\nB\u00fct\u00fcn n\u0259\u015f\u0259l\u0259rim s\u0259ninl\u0259 getdi,
\nBu e\u015fqin k\u0259d\u0259ri t\u0259k m\u0259n\u0259 qald\u0131.<\/p>\n

D\u00f6nd\u00fc s\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259rim z\u00fclm\u0259t gec\u0259y\u0259
\nGec\u0259l\u0259r x\u0259yal\u0131n qona\u011f\u0131m oldu.
\nUzatd\u0131m \u0259limi toxunam s\u0259n\u0259
\n\u018fll\u0259rim bo\u015f qald\u0131, g\u00f6zl\u0259rim doldu.<\/p>\n

Divarlar hay \u00e7\u0259kib g\u0259ldi \u00fcst\u00fcm\u0259
\nS\u0259n adl\u0131 evimin \u00e7\u0131ra\u011f\u0131 s\u00f6nd\u00fc.
\nQ\u0259lbim\u0259 el\u0259 bir od qoyub getdin
\n\u00dcr\u0259yim al\u0131\u015fd\u0131, m\u0259\u015f\u0259l\u0259 d\u00f6nd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Qoxuna he\u00e7 zaman doymad\u0131m ki m\u0259n,
\n\u018ftrini k\u00fcl\u0259kd\u0259n, yeld\u0259n alsam da.
\n\u00d6mr\u00fcmd\u0259 bu q\u0259d\u0259r t\u0259nha olmad\u0131m
\nAtadan, anadan yetim qalsam da.<\/p>\n

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\n<\/em>QAYIT QARA G\u00d6ZL\u016aM<\/p>\n

Bu h\u0259sr\u0259t n\u0259 vaxtsa bit\u0259c\u0259k b\u0259lk\u0259
\nBir azca s\u0259br edib g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259m g\u0259r\u0259k.
\nS\u0259ni b\u0259d n\u0259z\u0259rd\u0259n qorumaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn
\nSev\u0259n \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259 gizl\u0259y\u0259m g\u0259r\u0259k.<\/p>\n

S\u0259nsiz h\u0259yat bo\u015fdu, ya\u015famaq h\u0259d\u0259r,
\nG\u00f6z\u00fcm yolda qal\u0131b, q\u0259lbimd\u0259 k\u0259d\u0259r,
\nQay\u0131t, qara g\u00f6zl\u00fcm, qay\u0131t birt\u0259h\u0259r,
\nS\u0259ni g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259m \u00f6l\u0259n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r,<\/p>\n

G\u0259l qurtar yar\u0131n\u0131 e\u015fq \u0259zab\u0131ndan,
\nQoyma bu hicran\u0131n \u0259lind\u0259 m\u0259ni.
\nAl g\u00f6t\u00fcr \u00f6z\u00fcnl\u0259 getdiyin yer\u0259,
\n\u00d6ld\u00fcrm\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn selind\u0259 m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

S\u0259nsiz h\u0259yat bo\u015fdu, ya\u015famaq h\u0259d\u0259r,
\nG\u00f6z\u00fcm yolda qal\u0131b, q\u0259lbimd\u0259 k\u0259d\u0259r,
\nQay\u0131t qurban olum, qay\u0131t birt\u0259h\u0259r,
\nS\u0259ni g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259m \u00f6l\u0259n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r.<\/p>\n

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DO\u011eMA OLANIM<\/p>\n

K\u00f6nl\u00fcn\u00fc alma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan zaman,
\nDey\u0259s\u0259n d\u0259rd oldum ba\u015f\u0131na s\u0259nin.
\nQ\u0259lbind\u0259n s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcb kirpikl\u0259rind\u0259,
\nD\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn ya\u015f\u0131na s\u0259nin.<\/p>\n

O k\u00f6vr\u0259k q\u0259lbini q\u0131rmamaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn
\n\u00dcr\u0259k a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131na d\u00f6z\u00fcb susuram.
\nEtdiyin nal\u0259l\u0259r yetir Tanr\u0131ya
\nH\u0259r sabah duranda m\u0259n qan qusuram.<\/p>\n

Ruhunu ruhuma do\u011fma bilirdim
\n\u018flim \u0259ll\u0259rin\u0259 h\u0259sr\u0259t qalsa da.
\n\u00c7ox xo\u015fb\u0259xt edirdi varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n m\u0259ni,
\nG\u00f6z\u00fcm g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n uzaq olsa da.<\/p>\n

B\u00fct\u00fcn yaralar\u0131n sa\u011fals\u0131n dey\u0259,
\nS\u0259n\u0259 yorulmadan dua ed\u0259r\u0259m.
\nBir d\u0259f\u0259 get des\u0259n, rahatl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u00e7\u00fcn,
\nM\u0259n s\u0259ssiz-s\u0259mirsiz \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b ged\u0259r\u0259m.<\/p>\n

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VARMI \u018fDAL\u018fT<\/p>\n

S\u0259n\u0259 can dey\u0259nl\u0259r s\u0131xar can\u0131n\u0131
\nK\u00f6nl\u00fcn bu a\u011fr\u0131dan alar x\u0259sar\u0259t.
\nDostum dedikl\u0259rin evini y\u0131xar
\nHe\u00e7 kimd\u0259 yox imi\u015f z\u0259rr\u0259 d\u0259yan\u0259t.<\/p>\n

N\u0259 dosta, n\u0259 yara, n\u0259 d\u0259 qohuma
\n\u00d6z \u00fcr\u0259k sirrini etm\u0259 \u0259man\u0259t
\nSa\u011falm\u0131r yaras\u0131 dost z\u0259rb\u0259sinin
\nYaman a\u011f\u0131r olur riya, x\u0259yan\u0259t.<\/p>\n

Niy\u0259 bu g\u00fcnl\u0259r\u0259 qald\u0131q biz g\u00f6r\u0259n
\nQarda\u015f qarda\u015f\u0131na badala\u011f g\u0259lir.
\nQ\u0131zlar ana s\u00f6z\u00fc dinl\u0259mir art\u0131q
\nO\u011ful atas\u0131n\u0131n s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcr.<\/p>\n

N\u0259 ya\u015famaq olur n\u0259 d\u0259 ki, \u00f6lm\u0259k
\nBu b\u0259db\u0259xt mill\u0259ti y\u0131x\u0131b c\u0259hal\u0259t.
\nQarn\u0131 tox olan\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259ri doymur
\nHan\u0131 bu d\u00fcnyada, han\u0131 \u0259dal\u0259t?!<\/p>\n

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EL\u018f BEL\u018f YA\u015eADIM<\/p>\n

Uzaq d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc xo\u015fb\u0259xtliyim \u0259z\u0259ld\u0259n
\nBu d\u00fcnyada b\u0259xt \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 g\u00fclm\u0259di.
\nQism\u0259tim\u0259 bu s\u0259ad\u0259t b\u0259s niy\u0259
\nBir yol tap\u0131b m\u0259n\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f g\u0259lm\u0259di?!<\/p>\n

\u0130ll\u0259r \u00f6td\u00fc, ya\u015f \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259ldi ya\u015f
\nH\u0259yat m\u0259n\u0259 verdiyind\u0259n \u00e7ox ald\u0131.
\nH\u0259sr\u0259t yeli ba\u015f\u0131m \u00fcst\u0259 \u0259s\u0259nd\u0259n
\nSa\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131n h\u0259r g\u00fcn d\u0259ni \u00e7oxald\u0131.<\/p>\n

Bir da\u011f idim, par\u00e7alan\u0131b da\u015f oldum
\nBu d\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u0259l\u0259yind\u0259n \u0259l\u0259ndim.
\n\u00d6m\u00fcr ke\u00e7di, he\u00e7 bilm\u0259dim n\u0259 zaman
\n\u00c7a\u011fa kimi k\u0259f\u0259nin\u0259 b\u0259l\u0259ndim.<\/p>\n

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BURAX GED\u0130M<\/p>\n

\u018flim \u00e7atm\u0131r sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 h\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259
\nVerm\u0259mis\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 bel\u0259 ixtiyar.
\nBu sevdan\u0131 atam g\u0259r\u0259k ba\u015f\u0131mdan
\nM\u0259nd\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259 dost olar, n\u0259 d\u0259 yar.<\/p>\n

D\u0259rvi\u015f olub x\u0259yal\u0131nda azm\u0131\u015fam
\nS\u0259n\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n yollar\u0131ma ya\u011f\u0131b qar.
\nG\u0259l \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc m\u0259n\u0259 bel\u0259 \u00f6yr\u0259tm\u0259
\nM\u0259nd\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259 dost olar, n\u0259 d\u0259 yar.<\/p>\n

\u015eair oldum bu sevdaya d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259n
\nSevgim b\u00f6y\u00fck, sin\u0259m is\u0259 ona dar.
\n\u0130nsaf eyl\u0259, burax gedim ay g\u00f6z\u0259l
\nM\u0259nd\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259 dost olar, n\u0259 d\u0259 yar.<\/p>\n

Unut m\u0259ni, f\u0259rz el\u0259 bir x\u0259yald\u0131m
\nDem\u0259 bir d\u0259 g\u0259l g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259k B\u0259xtiyar.
\nBax bel\u0259c\u0259 yadlar kimi ayr\u0131laq
\nM\u0259nd\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259 dost olar, n\u0259 d\u0259 yar.<\/p>\n

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\u018fZ\u0130Z\u0130M<\/p>\n

M\u0259n gec\u0259l\u0259r yatmay\u0131b d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m hey s\u0259ni
\nS\u0259n adl\u0131 bir m\u0259l\u0259yi x\u0259yalda yaratm\u0131\u015fam.
\nS\u0259n dem\u0259 m\u0259n s\u0259ni yox, o x\u0259yal\u0131 sevmi\u015f\u0259m
\n\u00dcr\u0259yimd\u0259 gizl\u0259dib, \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00e7\u00fcn ya\u015fatm\u0131\u015fam.<\/p>\n

Dala\u015fanda, k\u00fcs\u0259nd\u0259 a\u011fr\u0131sa da \u00fcr\u0259yim,
\nD\u00f6z\u0259r\u0259m hicran\u0131na, \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259n atmaram.
\nUnutma s\u0259n he\u00e7 zaman bil, v\u0259fas\u0131z deyil\u0259m,
\nA\u011flama qara g\u00f6zl\u00fcm, \u00f6ls\u0259m s\u0259ni satmaram.<\/p>\n

S\u0259sini duymayanda birc\u0259 saat, birc\u0259 g\u00fcn,
\nBilmir\u0259m ki nec\u0259s\u0259n, bilmir\u0259m ki hardasan.
\nS\u0259ni sev\u0259n \u00fcr\u0259yi s\u0131xma bel\u0259 \u0259zizim,
\nEh, \u00fcr\u0259yim c\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259m, ax\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcn ordasan.<\/p>\n

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QAYTAR \u00dcM\u0130D\u0130M\u0130<\/p>\n

Yen\u0259 d\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f yerin\u0259
\nG\u00f6zl\u0259rim yol \u00e7\u0259kir, qula\u011f\u0131m s\u0259sd\u0259.
\n\u00dcr\u0259yim \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131n\u0131r yaral\u0131 qu\u015f t\u0259k
\nM\u0259n\u0259 haram olub quru n\u0259f\u0259s d\u0259.<\/p>\n

N\u0259 zaman e\u015fq dey\u0259 bir yola \u00e7\u0131xsam
\nB\u0259xtim\u0259 hicran\u0131n k\u00fcl\u0259yi \u0259s\u0259r.
\nGetdiyim yollara ya\u011far ya\u011f\u0131\u015flar
\nBa\u015f\u0131m\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fc buludlar k\u0259s\u0259r.<\/p>\n

H\u0259sr\u0259td\u0259n a\u011faran qara sa\u00e7\u0131ma
\n\u00c7\u00f6k\u0259r ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n boran\u0131, qar\u0131.
\nSevm\u0259k \u00fcr\u0259k ist\u0259r, o da s\u0259nd\u0259 yox
\nS\u0259n Allah, yolumda dayanma bar\u0131.<\/p>\n

Bir g\u00fcn guruldasa q\u0259lbind\u0259 \u015fim\u015f\u0259k,
\nD\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn ki, o m\u0259nim haray s\u0259simdir.
\nS\u0259nd\u0259n umaca\u011f\u0131m bir \u015fey yox daha
\nEl\u0259 t\u0259nhal\u0131\u011f\u0131m m\u0259nim b\u0259simdir.<\/p>\n

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\u015eE\u0130R\u0130M\u0130N \u015eAH \u018fS\u018fR\u0130S\u018fN<\/p>\n

A\u011fl\u0131ma g\u0259lm\u0259zdi hardasa bir g\u00fcn
\nM\u0259nim d\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 tale g\u00fcl\u0259rmi\u015f.
\nSevgid\u0259n \u00fcmidim \u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259n zaman
\nK\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u0259 bir g\u00f6z\u0259l m\u0259l\u0259k gir\u0259rmi\u015f.<\/p>\n

\u00d6mr\u00fcm\u0259 bir az gec g\u0259ls\u0259n d\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcm
\nS\u0259n \u0259hd\u0259, ilqara h\u0259r an d\u00fcz oldun.
\nN\u0259 vaxtd\u0131r p\u0259ri\u015fan olan q\u0259lbimi
\nSevib \u0259zizl\u0259y\u0259n, g\u00fcl\u0259n \u00fcz oldun.<\/p>\n

G\u0259l, m\u0259nim ruhumu ox\u015fayan sevgim,
\nG\u0259l, h\u0259sr\u0259t apars\u0131n g\u00fcll\u0259r \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259.
\nSevib sevilm\u0259yi bilm\u0259y\u0259n k\u0259sl\u0259r
\nD\u00fc\u015fs\u00fcn m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tl\u0259 s\u0259nin izin\u0259.<\/p>\n

Bu nec\u0259 bir e\u015fqdir, nec\u0259 bir hissdir,
\nGah k\u00f6n\u00fcl sultan\u0131m, gah \u0259siris\u0259n.
\nRuhumu ox\u015fayan c\u0259nn\u0259t m\u0259l\u0259yim,
\nS\u0259n m\u0259nim \u015feirimin \u015fah \u0259s\u0259ris\u0259n.<\/p>\n

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